~Unknowness~

2007-03-10T20:26:00.000-08:00

More than what you think.

Okays,I got my report slip baq,expected, i din do well oh well, I will study harder, i`m telling yo0 i will and must, more effort than i put in this term, Yesh i`m tokin more PIMPLES. I dun giv a damn, even if it causes me more pimples,less sleep and less fun.I`m doink it.Lets leave the ugly grades in the dark now.*sticks tongue out*You always say this aishu, wen are you eva gonna do it? Stop being sucha asshole.

I finally would like to annouce to ya`ll about my sch family all my lovelies.

Firstly My darlink --->Lynnette ((:
My sisters---> Huda,Farah
My sister-in-law--->Clarice
My br0ther---> Isaac
My daughter---> Lisa and andrea
My mummy---> Siti
My daddy---> {Fillintheblank}
My auntie(s)---> Dina & Christin
My uncle(s)--->{fillintheblank}
My hamster---> Jiamin
My maid---> Phillina =X

Lala my small family, but i still lurve my rest of the lovelies who are not in this lil family.I lurve all of the people in muh family ((: and i tink the daddy and uncles dun0 that dey belong in this family =X

Yesterdae which was saturdae, i went fer tuition after than i went out wif sis and her fwens, we went to aljunied that side, One whole big gang, dey and their sisters and stuff, all of us plyed diff thangs whoo, quite fun lah, Captains ball and stuff yerp yerp. wheee new fwens =] -beams

2007-03-03T23:20:00.000-08:00

Ohh. Shuttup.

Heyloos, Todae went fer tuition lyk agaiin, Tuition was okay lah. Den after tt the tuition cher kids wer kute as usual hahas. And i took a pikcha of one of em hhas. Shall put it uhp maybe ltr? hmmm.

okays raining so nyce tuh slp ((:

Addicted to jt- losing my way. i plying the song ova and ova since lyk last week i tink. Gosh i bet i plyed it over a 100 times. yes i am seriously.I fynd the song so nyce and practical, if y0u care go read the lyrics. Damn nyce.

So cold bbrrr.I so wanna reboond my haiir raaahs.Okays dat was so random. I am gettink so random.

&& People sometimes, wen u ask some ppl tuh shuttup, i tink your e one that nids tuh shuttup. Yup random again.

lalala

2007-03-02T06:06:00.000-08:00

Cos its sumthn dat will be within.

Okays i am pretty much high high now, even though i am lyk so bored. grrr.

Woah this week not bad siia go past so fast one more week of sch den march holidays. woohoo, cnt wait for holidays, hopefully dun haf any activities tuh go baq tuh sch. but i will miss bowen, but bright side no more study everydae, grr, marks all gotten baqq, and aishu yoour art suks big tyme. *luffs at self*

i`m gettink abit retarded.Dun mynd me.

this week was rather a cold week, i mean the weather. i felt veri weak and siick everytime wen the dae ended. And wen i was home i jus died. Usually that duzen happen. I usually hop around awhyle. Yesh i hop ard at home, and i am nt any bit embaressed abt tt, cos its my home afterall ryte.

Everything happens for a reason, life becomes more bright when you learn to accept that fact better. Aishu~ when are you gonna ever learn? There`s no but you, to always be there for you, wen are you ever gon learn. Be independent you toopid dawg.

2007-02-25T22:20:00.000-08:00

Candy Lies. hmph.

This week was full of surprises.Pretty much i call it a fyne week.Got some results baq, did fairly okay. Disappointed for hmt and overall others whr wut i expected. crying, ultimate passi0n.

was sick yesterdae, din go for gg, lyk e ferst tyme i tink i absent this year. lyk woooow. had flu,fever the flu wen will it stop helll. went for tuition todae, came home felt veri veri high,now i feel low again dannng. i hate recallink unhappy thangs.

anyway the tuition cher kids are soo kyute as usual, the daughter seemed to have grown taller, you go gal. The son is also as kyute as eva.

&& wutelse yes.i feel so so lazy, and random fact, hershey`s marshmallows are so so nyce.

2007-02-18T07:02:00.000-08:00

Pig out in parkway.

Okays so today me and siti last minute decided to go out todae, cos we both veri bored.We went to parkway parade todae is cny, so all the shops in parkway were closed.The ferst time i saw parkway so empty i tell you.but till got few people ard dere not so deserted lahs. Giant was open so we pigged around there took alot of dumb pics but i put uhp some.

Later we walk walk saw the arcade was open,we plyed dumb games wasted some cash won some toopid toy car, i haven tak pik of it gaaah. And i tell you i and siti hav big hatred for one of the arcade machine it was being plain mean to us.

Later we went out of there went to MacD eat ice cream and tok tok and camwhore abit.quite fun lahhs hahas.Den walk walk around agaiin go inside cold storage and stuff. yes, todae i had bad hair day and my face looked uglier den usual, cnt hlp it lahhs.

I met siti pretty late, she was nt angry hahahaks sweet of her.okays i veri sleepy, i jus cleared my desk todae haven done the homework.tmr must really do sumthn,gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. I feel sleepy so i am not giving much info, ahh nvm enuff info lahs. I will let the picture do e toking, yes i am being so sweet to siti not showing her other funnier pikchas, i`m lyk the sweetest are`nt i?

&& Happy Chinese new year ayytes.

lalala

2007-02-17T07:20:00.000-08:00

Pigging out, Now thats a passion.

I slacked and crapped the whole day off.I am so bored, i chatted wif sitti since 4 in the after untill lyk 11 omg, that so long we crapped alot , wen she came online she was not that high, than i guess i pretty much made her high. hahas i really can get people high, wow dun i rawk.

random fact,my hair is soo soo curly now && i`m broke.

i browsed through friendster and blog hopped, but tagged no1 or din return moniials either pretty much lazy but i did few surveys. hahas. So dun be surprised if i viewed your friendster profyle lol.i feel so so slepy now.

so so tired. tmr I need to get my butt uhp clear my messy table and get some tuition homewerk done so i can have my mondae and tuesday free, i lurve holidaes, wen it come to the part whr you`ll study less.gosh.i`m gettink lazier gaaaaaaaaah. okays.

&& i wanna go out durink this holidaes. hahas. siitti wants tuh go out wif me , hahas. so honoured xD this post is shorter den usual, cos there ain`t much to say.

2007-02-16T00:37:00.000-08:00

The story where fairytales don`t happen.

i had a uber bad week alot of bad luck. and i mean seriously alot, if huda,fara or lynn reads this post bet they`ll bust out luffin,cos i had a veri bad bad week.Everydae one ting hadta go wrong. Mondae i woke uhp late and my hair was messier den usual.Tuesdae, hall i dun wish to state wut happen, and later ewww, i will get jin qian for that, wait a min i oreadi beat hym fer dhat.

Wednesdae,ermm yeak huda and lynn made me wet wif water all, gooshh, and siti joined in oso. helll.Thursdae, i dun wish to state either waaaaaaaaaaaaaay to embaressing.Two incidents actually. hahas.I guess 2dae which is fridae was the best throughout e whole week ,thank gdness.

i hate this week to e ultimate core, i had common tests to go with this whole jinxed week. I tink i screwed most of e papers. goshh, i nearly cried at sch. but i did well in controllin bt at dha end cried in bus when no1 was watching.

& funny thing i did sec1 hmt paper rather den doink the sec 2 hmt paper, how awesome ryte? was bullied cos if that oso, can count that in as part of my jinx week. how can a week get even worser den dis?Okay the papers were overall fyne. i tink i will flop maths & dnt as usual, i myte fail dnt worser den b4 i tink, cos i din finish e drawing ahhhhh.

okay todae was cny celeb at sch, veri boring so we all crapped. durink e performance.So overall crappin session. funfun. and yeak i changed baq wif huda on thursdae and we were lazy to change bak tuhdae so, i`m stuck wif her baq still.

todae went to serag0on int after sch cos huda left her wallet in e bus and wanted to check if the bus driver found it or sumthn. so yeak thankfully it was dere. and she had the neoprint i and her took stuck to her ez-link card lols.siti went there wif me and huda, later she followed me to tkps. sucha switie! cos she got straight bus home mahhs. haha luff her. den crap crap with her in e bus, later met qh and atiqah at sch. they waited fer me real long lol,bt they say they release late mah at the end the early, nt muh fault de.

Den siti entered e sch wif us, den met mdm bay , i seriously missed her so much!We toked wif her later we went to her classr00om all the chairs so small, and adorable lols.toked and crapped wif mdm bay awhile, she said i am veri crazy as usual.

and than met mrs soh she gave us ang pao, wheeees, den erm yeak crap wif her also,den she called me childiish and that i sound lyk p6 even now. lyk who cares i lyk being childiish. ((: i craziied out later went home, sent siti and qh off and den come home lyk 2++ early ryte?I lurve todae to bits. to be treasured always.

lalala~

2007-02-09T18:31:00.000-08:00

And when things go against all odds.

First of all i would like to talk about my class.I tink its falling apart ahhh.I tink its our last year now being in the same class and i believe that we should be at our strongest and support each other through everything and not suddenly just break uhp liddat.I believe even i too had played apart in this mess. everyone in my class has, in one way or another.First of all the class girls had 3 main clique thingy gng on. We were all jus together even there , no1 was hating each other. or maybe it was not evident but now it is veri eveident. people please dun fight.

And to clear things. I am not on anybody`s side.I`m just hoping the class does`nt break uhp.I dun hate anyone. I swear i`ve got nth against you.Well i tink by now ppl would hav realised that cos i still tok to everybody.

Okay i had a sick sick week.I was sick through this week but okay i was bearable.i still went tuh sch everydae. and even went for sp0rts hits or issit heats(?). i ran 100m?? okay thats funny. and my tutition got cancelled cos the tcher said i am sick and i cnt absorb anything. sob sob kay.
gotta go fer it on precious sundae instead.

I WAN BUY NEW BAG AND PENCILCASE. i haven bought bag and pencil case new one for this year.okay am i really that spend thrift? i really wonda. cos i`ve been told i am. mummy says i am not and dat i usually tink a billion times b4 i buy sumthn lyk bags. but now since i tink i keep changin the 3 bags that i haf,maybe that why ppl think i am spend thrift. hmmmm.

ooh yeak yesterdae was gg.I sorts din realise the time went by. I am gettin used to it. go gal. And yeak one sec 1 gal from gg takes same bus as me to sch. okay i knw thats not imp but i felt lyk mentioning it. jus wutevr.

Okays than bye.~

2007-02-01T03:04:00.000-08:00

Fading.A passion not a crave.

Okay so atlast todae i decided to get to sch instead of skipping sch and gng fer thaipusam.hahas. Seriously some dae wen i have e time i will update all i rmbr from all the years thaipusam i went.actually today`s plan was to go fer thaipusam after sch but i felt abit lazy and abit veri troublesome, meeting my parents at the temple. gooshh. so in the end i baked out.and i am computering.

Todae was sci test it was fairly okays.except for that 10 marks table part.I was confused.hmm. lets all pray i pass kayy?

and later i am intending to mug uhp on history i got serious alot of catching uhp to do, and great now i even haf to study fer mother tongue.i always thot mt was a subject u din hafta study.Okay its almost lyk i din study fer it all e while.i`m not brging proud here or ath but, Lauguages according to me are nt worth being studied, its either you knw it or you dun. All you nid to knw is memorizing the formats of questions.But fer hmt its a whole new diff story.

exams are starting real soon okayys.I am so freaked. gaaaaaahhh.D&t my famous subject i`d always fail it wifout fail.I guess i dun hav the thing for d&t, i wonder wut will happend if i end uhp in d&t for sec 3? *shrugs head* NOO.

alot of mugging to be done so lil time,so much to do.lalalala~Aish`s gng mugging woo yea.yippy yippy yea.i guess this post is abit hyper. ((: i am feeling happy you know.Veri happy.That fer once i feel i took the right decision to give my sch more importance over thaipusam.Aish is growing uhp wheeeee.

its 7.20 already and it still so bright hmmm. The weather is seriously just crazy nowadays its cold yet warm lyk wth?nvm i tink i lyk this weather abit ((: but dun want the weather stay fer too long. There`s gg tmr ((: fer once i actually miss gng fer gg. Okays now everyone myte think i am gng crazy,but i tink i am beginning to actually lyk gg.

Okayys.

2007-01-31T06:52:00.000-08:00

Turn away,cos you wanna.

okays its one of the seasons wen aish goes gaga over some slow songs.Yesh i`m in lurve with moment lyk this and i am pround of it kays?

everything is chaging.Suddenly everyone bec0mes successful and i am lagging behind.I`m so stupid, hopeless. it seems i was gifted with nothing.yesh nothing,simply nothing.No brains.No beauty.no special talent. Maybe god forgot to gimme anything but gd frens and family.Maybe i`d lyk something for me.Something i can use to boost my confidence.

i know this tok here is dng no gd to me,i am pract thrash toking myself.I feel so jealous of everyone around me. seriously, very jealous. They are atleast gifted wif one talent they can keep. but i tend to be in the middle.its the billion time i am complaining about this i know. i`m jus getting sick of this. VERY SICK.

I cannot even explain myself nowadays.I seem to blabber rubbish.I cnt even sms sumthn sensible, everything is broken.Yes broken.Maybe its meant to be liddat.I making this post abit emo.i`m so sry.if any of ya`ll wer in a veri gd mood den after u read dis u became emo.

tmr is thaipusam and suddenly i dun even feel lyk goink.to tink abt all the trouble people can cause. Thaipusam is not sumthn that holds alot of gd memories.Its jus freakkayye.I thot of gettink ova this thang by goink this year. but suddenly i cnt brg myself to do dis.momo and popo.. HOHOHO.AiSHHHHHUUU,Wuts happening to you gal?

& yes i tend to tok more to myself nowadays.I trust myself alot.I belive i can keep the secrets about myself within myself very well.Are`nt i the best?to myself yes but nt very to others. I`m puzzled.I feel veri tired.Very tired every since the school year started. i dun0 wuts wrong.I cnt even brg myself to cry wen sumthn does not fall into place.

I failed my gg test.yesh i did.I felt veri disappointed.I wanted to cry but could`nt.I am gettink numb.I DUN wan to be numb.I thot i had feelings? wuts wroong?ahh moodswing.I hate this weather.It maks me feel emo.Yesh i seem lyk the craziest pig at sch. But really inside i dun feel that way.does any1 ever bother to see that? no1 ever wondered.

sometimes. Your best fren is always yurself.I am fooling myself.This big book of lies and everything i belived in ,is just not true anymore.I never thot i say this.I finally think barney does`nt exist. yes its hard but, he does`nt exist. barney. The purple dinosaur,He`s nt true. sry lil kids fer breaking it to you.And my tortie and hp,they were`nt true either they belonged to my big dream.

lalala

2007-01-28T04:01:00.000-08:00

They did`nt really know.

I feel abit relived now.i duno why but i feel a sense of satisfaction wen my homework is not done.i`m just sick of doing maths seriously.The amount of tyme i can spend focusing on maths is veri little.Tmr we`re getting bak results of the maths test. Keeping my fingers crossed.

I blog hopped awhile ago.Jus realise alot of people are feeling much better. And thats awesome.I dun why i got this feeling that tmr is gonna hold alot of surprises.My cautious, is being veri active lately. It keeps telling me alot of things.I know everyone shuld be thinking i am crazy but i cannot help it.

I seriously want someone who can coach me in science.I feel i am lagging behind alot. Any volunteers? =D

yeak changed the skin.I lyked it alot so i choosed to use it.I had so many things in my mind before i started this post.Now everything is feeling blank.Sometimes i really wonder if the people ard me really bothered abt my well-being.Or everyone else is making use of me? sometimes i dun get enuff attention that i seek. now making everything seem perfect is jus so hard.i know i`m feelin stressed.Its lyk weekends is my only time and i really tend to slack.I have this perception that i deserve this break stuck in muh head. I really shuld get it off and start studying properly.Another weekend screwed. i really want to study i do,but i cannot get myself to do want i want. gosh.i cnt control myself to sit down and study.

This year i tink i have a better attitude towards studying but it is`nt gd enuff. To see that everyone is pushing demselves harder den me, i`m afraid whr i will end uhp.I dun wanna be sumwhr whr i dun comfortable.I am not expecting much from myself just sumthn to make me happy.

Everyone is so study minded and focused this year, and its just the beginning. i guess it gonna be harder now to get to a better class.i`m so afraid.

~~i`m afraid, save me from this world take me sumwhr else.Show me that you care,mak every seem happy, mak wutever i want to come true.~~

Emo week

2007-01-27T05:29:00.000-08:00

Misery is Taking over.

Seriously.Something went wrong thios week all e peeps around me seem so sad.Seriously wuts wrong? even i felt sad. Gosh sumthn is happening.

seriously alot of happenings. ALOTALOT. dun wish to tok much.this week had a pinch of everything. I guess it was pretty rough, alot of hardwork and effort.and i came home late for 4 straight days. i miss home D=

This week must try come home earlier. I want to start serious studying cos my sci cher seriously sux, i so want her to see wut i am gonna type now. She simply does`nt know how to teach science, she`s got a problem , i cnt believe she`s even a tcher. why is the government even paying her. she`s treating a sec 2 class lyk primary class, okay dats FYNE, but wen u teach you teach u seem to teach walls, even they dun understand. You wan me fail science issit? Argghhs.

What was Podolski dng in myye tamil less0n? i wonder.hmph.

Dens everyone please cheerup kays. I cnt wait for my burfdae this year. i dun0 why suddenly so much anticipation. even though i knw it will just be the same old. whr everybody forges it my burfdae and i rarely get gifts. But i tink i wan turn fourteen faster.

And its already the 2 months anniversary for torty and f0ne.Miss ya`ll so much babies. Come bak to marmie. D=

everything is pretty much smooth now i guess. Lets hope remain the way they are.Cos i get the feelings sumthn`s gonna go wrong. Sumthn`s gonna turn my life upside down. Gooshh. nitemares and more nitemares. I dun wan dem to come true god. Please stand by me.

2007-01-20T04:20:00.000-08:00

Gibbering gets me Sane.

heyy ya`ll, i`ve got nthing to blog much about this week.
ermm sch and stuff the usuals.erm i went fer tutuion, and went i was leaving so kyute the chers son about 3 years old i tink if i rmbr properly, he asked fer myye name hahahaks, a 3 year old , LOL. and her daughter gave me flying kiss muackiies. they are shuu kyute.

@dae went for open house wif muh sistuh at ngee ann poly. hahaks and omg i ppl came to me and asked me if i was interested in media sumthn sumthn course, hell do i look dhat old?they even gave mummy a sumthn LOL, she`s too old be student bah.

den ahh, nth else, oh yeak and torty`s and chip`s ROCK. and i want a big torty and alot of roses fer bday. *winks*

there ya go akka, updated.and yes i no mood update properly again.

laalla

2007-01-14T10:49:00.000-08:00

Just bring it on.

I`m stronger den you tink i am. i will do it.I will press on,i dun care if i die.But i will press on, till i get wut i wan.i`ll do it.Sumthn comes wen sumthn leaves.Babayye jus brg it ON.

i am rarely on da com nowadaes.haiish.i`ve gotta go in lik 15 mins.i miss chatting.there's only one person i`m tokin tuh now.cos i dun tink ppl in their right mynd will get up at 10 jus to use com on a sundae.

okay everythin`s pressing on harder this tyme.fer once i tink i feel a bigger quatity of stress.i wonder how the other ppl cope.i`m used to being a slack.ya`ll knw.

i miss comie time,i miss tokin to some ppl online.and some are sad and i cnt hlp.i`m sry.

hugs and kisses aiites.i`ll properly post nxt sat or sun.or maybe nvr post readyy for this month dunno. i must find the time.

Happy smckiin.

2007-01-06T20:44:00.000-08:00

Maybe i din throw everything away.

okay this is my first post fer this year and its like so late.dang.nvm.this 3 days i spent at sch in this brand new year was rather normal.New teachers and my same enviroment.I lurve bowen sec.

lalas`okay got a few new tchers.*goes gagaaaa* a new tcher and i`ve got new subject dannnnng. ahh she`s after us,all of US.yerp this paragraph i nt meant to be understood cos it too hysterical. okay i tink i becoming crazier den last year.i dun care.

suddenly so many things have struck me.Darn i dun wanna grow up oreadii.i`m sick of growiin up oreadi lohhs.my wish fer this year die wen im 20.yay.i`ve got abt 7 years of earth life left. wheeee.okay i`ve lost it.

no` rmbrs me.boo` i dun belive in anything and everything no more.throwing everything away. *throws everything in a fire* yesh.peace.

before i kill more of ya`ll if confusion.i`ll end this stupid post.

faallalalalalal

2006-12-30T21:32:00.000-08:00

I know ya`ll miss me

finally,I`m blogging here.I think i will cancel that post,i will start blogging as per usual here from this post onwards.Its gonna be new year soon wheeee.Today is the eve but i dun feel it. raahs.I changed blogskin so i`ll hav a happier and fresher beginning here.Yerp dis skin nt done by muh.I even made a new blogskin account and submitted my old skin.So sucky skins i submitted *laughs*.

I dun feel like posting my new year resolution here.I will tell ya`ll my resolution i had wen this new year comes to a end.i`ll tell which i managed to do succesfully.

Lemme reiew this year.Okay alot of things happend a whole new sch enviroment which i think i managed to fit in,i no longer walk to sch,i tak bus tuh sch now.I`ve parted from my primary sch frens.I no longer go to sch wif them, all of them din come to bowen.Predictable.Nvm atleast i`m fine.I would like to thank all my dear darlings,my friends in bowen for making me feel sane. and proved tuh me being crazy is normal. Thanks okay.

Big landslide.Mummy landing in hospital.I learned alot of things from that.That i am not princess,i learned how ignorant i have been, how i took things for granted and who you can trust and lean for support wen yur down. this gave me a chance to realise who really cared. and who showed fake care.

Damn.I have changed alot since mummy land up in hospital.I think the emotinal and sensitive side took me over. Bang,i become a girly pig,nvm its normal i think.Suddenly in lurve wif all pretty things.

Lemme not forget about my falling grades.i needs cope wif studies roar.

I was given more freedom and my entrusted into things,given a handphone. thanks appa,amma and akka ((: i lurve ya`ll alot.Nth means more to me than you all.Thanks for being there fer me always.

Esp akka,She always gives me the perfect advice abt things.My listening ear.And the best thang is she`s always right abt things and very gd at judging people, helps me pik out pretty things, the person wif ta best taste, according to me,I really lurve her ((: I dun mean to be mushy lah pig. But i lurve you. And nt to forget her pigging moments she`s dha craziest and cutest.even though she`s 20.and she calls herself cute and cuddly.For all those who know her we all know why she`s cuddly *winks* hahas.people say i look older den this gal cos i`m taller and thinner (?) cos` i tink ppl belive the cuter and "cuddlier" suppose to be youger and ppl even said we`re twins ((:

Okay.Enough about last year.I `m gonna hav a fresh new beginning a hardworking one. Year 2007,HERE I COME.

Happy new year.

heyys.

2006-12-22T07:32:00.000-08:00

Y
Say goodbye.

Not gonna blog as often any more.dun ask me whyyes.I've got other things to care about. I am gonna neglect blogging here fer awhile.maybe i`ll blog on new year.Okay i bet no1cares ahahax. Will start proper blogging here maybe in feb.Yes nxext year feb not dhart long issit?I will blog twice on thrice on jan. so wheee.

I am disappointed wif myself.I miss the hardworking me.I miss the me that puts in more effort into things.I'vr got nothing to say about the new me.

The treasures lost will
only be known when you know
how much it has meant to
you,you`d never knw
till dhen

The past cn nvr be thrown
away for the soul nvr neglects
what made the soul, the soul
has it ever meant more.

A stranger could tell you
something you never bothered to
realise yurself,made to come out
through another`s eye.

You`d never thing this
stranger could do dis.

Disppointed dun ask me whyyes.I failed.yeshh,i`ve lost my ability to let out disappoint.Wanted to cry but could'nt anger is the only way of unleasing the burden.

2006-12-17T06:13:00.000-08:00

When everything Comes
Crashing down
Its not over.

Its jus the beginning.Dun hide cos you can`t.

emmmmmmmmm

2006-12-14T04:01:00.000-08:00

Maybe i don`t wanna

I haven blog in loike a whole week. Heck i dun give a damn.

Okay so wut hav i done this whole week lemme recall.on thursday i din go out. okay friday i dun wish to blog about that. okay set saturday.

Went on this oh-so-boring nature thangy dad forced me to go wit hym.I dragged my cousin nandy along. Seriously i and her din bother listening we were cam-whoring loike nobody's business so fun to take pikchas of my fuglayye face. and we looks alike in loike so many pikchas.

Than she came over we crapped.Okay and than a funny story happend. nvm dun tell ya'll. she stayed over and nxt morning we woke up use com awhyle.den crap crap. Den went down "ply" playground.cam-whored loike nobody's business AGAIN.den she went h0me.

Erm monday went to escape whooo yea.Went to escape wif st,jw and shuting's neighbour. her neighbour berri strange seriously.no offence st.lols we ply ply, eat sakae raining went h0me,dun wish to dwell on dhat.b4 go h0me i met up dawn last min thang lols. She got posted out of her skewl whoo yea sho happy fer her.sadly posted to dhat gal's skewl.i really duno wut is up wit dhat gal. giving no damn to her primary skewl peeps wuts dat about?nvm *relax* fer those who knw my personal blog.check dhat out. and i'm sry the personal blog is not known to much.Dun try lookin fer it i wan muh pirvacy.only two ppl know my personal thang.and nt intending to give it to ANYONE.sowwiiie.

dan on tuesdae stuck at home whooyea. Finally yesterdae. Went out wif family again. I lurve my family (: Went out to bishan ferst din find anythang interesting den went to woodland.Went to s&k saw this nice shirt bought it. And dhan dad saw this nyce shorts at s&k i liked it oso but i din bother about it till dad say,that it was very nyce and wanted to get it fer mie.Ermmm i wonder wuts up wif daddy.i look e shorts and shirt (:

and yea todae i finally started seriously on hmwk loike yay. and yerp thats about it.

falalalHUHUHU

2006-12-06T05:38:00.000-08:00

&As it means more.

Okayys.so many things i haven blogged about.okays i will start simple,i changed the blogskiin nyce? i really loike it,i tink its better den b4 i made it last nyte,started at loike 8pm at nyte and ended at 12am+++,yesh midnyte. I had to find the piks one by one.Make sure they suited and edit them and out it together,den c0de.i guess it paid off cos i loike it.But muh sister does not loike it sad.Nvm her =P

on monday i went out with my beloved family.Me,mum,dad and porky pig.We went to watch happy feet together as a family hahas.We went to vivo, reached at there about 2++ we wanted the 3pm++ tickets but we cnt get nyce seats in that tyme slot.so we took 6pm time slot instead. We took gv max theatre thingy.

Since got soo much time we went to eat.Cos we haven had lunch and i din eat breakfast muahahahas. Dhan went to eat eat. After that we came back at vivo look ard see see,buy stuffs lohs.We go the water at there see see,den take crappy pikchas,i guess u'd know who took crappy pikchas.Dhan after some time,we went to eat ben and jerry's ice cream,we bought one big one den shared. YUMMY. after dat walk walk again too much tyme in our hands readii.

Than about 6 we went to buy popcorn and stuff.Den go in theatre,wen watching e movie i was so cold no jacket so sad. and yea gv max not much difference.screen bigger only i tiink.The penguiins are kyute. Wheee *does happy feet dance*.After dat we ate dinner and came h0me.

Okay than on tuesdae.I stayed at h0me slack and at nyte mak this new blogskin yeahhs.and yeak i cut fringe,i shall not go into it as it suks.

Today Lisa and Zh wanted me go out with them but again family outing lols. We went to ikea this tyme get a new mirror and stuffs cos,last tyme our full lenght mirror was attached to dis cardboard,which door break so we throw away den no mirror adii. so we wanted new mirror. den we go dere see ply around.

Dhan we went to eat.It was fukiin bad lah the place to eat in TAMPINES IKEA.So not organised lah.lemme tell the whole story ferst of all finding seats were very hard. the lines were freaking long. and the people serving food still can chit chat among themselves.I actually queued nearly for an hour. And dad was worst he insisted the food he bought suked. Okay dad's abit fussy but he's reacti0n damn kyute.

den after dat he oreadi verii annoyed he wanted to leave e place asap but we had to pick up our stuffs ferstden wen he paying at e counter suppose pay veri lil loike 20++ only cos we din shop much cos he annoyed readii. he go give the cashier soo much money. even cashier luffed. lols.

After than dad went h0me.His mo0d byebye readi.Den me,porky and mum went to tampines mall.Shop shop.I bought stuffs.wheee,den came home and i am so tired.this post too long readii.

lalalas~

2006-12-03T18:53:00.000-08:00

&I wish i was missed

okays i was away for abt 3 days? anyone realised dat? Ermmm i guess almost no1 did wors...Nvm lahhs dun miiss den FINNE.I shall write down wut i did.

I went to e camp on wednesday cos i was sick on e ferst day i din go.I went kayakin on e ferst day.Wheee fun but my shoulder and arms later was darn pain. Wheee thx Wan Ru for tahan-ing miie as her partner *giggles* yea.i was actually partnered wif sum other pers0n.But yay i had "reasons" to change bak tu her (:

Later went bak to skewl.Still cnt jus sleep we were dng stuff and plying i lurved e game wors soo fun and my group won.i actually thought of describing about e game fully but it seems so hard now i feel so lazy.ahh darn mie.Playing wif water gun and stufff wheeeee.

And yeak we slept and dha hall.Falling asleep was hard lahs.The rest of em slept i was just staring around.Sum more can see DnT block ferm hall lehhs.And alot of people say it has host.Atually i was staring at that block hopin "it" would appear but it din bother us instead.*rewinds*

earlier dat nyte.Syazwani and Masayu had duty dey hata make sure no one wondered on their own nyte walks and stuff.They switched off all e light but later sume of the lights switched on, one by one. uh oo.maybe it was some electrical problem.And the ferst nyte fan br0ke down.

second dayy ermmm.*tinks*We sorta triied outdo0r cooking but it rained we digged e hole and stuff den rain haiish.Den we go kitchen instead.Rawr btw Ms Quek is craziiie,but she's retiring wahahahas.Nvm i shuld'nt b so bad.den after dat ply games den CAMPFIRE.wheee was darn fun lols.Den slpy tyme again.Miie,syaz ,masayu and nurul crapped den slp.

nxt morning did cleaning up den go h0me ler.den i go shop wif siying den we took bus and went h0me. and i came c0me bathed and watch tv den slp loike pig nxt day go fer some wedding lalala~

I tink this camp has made me knw sum ppl more better =] yay miie? lols.esp. Nurul,syaz,SIYING n masayu.Siying looked darn kyute i tell u wiif all that sunburn.*crackles* she's sucha sweetie =]

Okays today i gng out wif family watch happy feet wheee.it been real long since we watched a movie togeher,Cnt wait lalala~ more info later.(:

heyy!

2006-11-27T07:26:00.000-08:00

&Drained.Yes Drained.

okay there is girl guides camp tmr.How great i am sick today,i actually packed and now i am sick?I am speechless.

Okay i told haniza about this oreadi.& i will most probly join dem on wednesdae? Dun miss mie to much muh sistuhs!hahas.Okays so yeak.this so sucks.

Okay so i'd start ferm two days ago i went to muh aunt's hse and stuffshe's gonna do renovation and stuff so we saw e hse b4 renovation and stuff.okay the hse had alot of stuff to be d0ne.Den akka{Cousin} said dat one of these days mie,her,meena akka{Cousin}and my beloved AKKA shuld go out eat den watch happy feet.Ermm i nt pretty sure i wanna go with them.Cos appa said he'll bring tha whole family out fer happy feet.Its been a year well atleast almost a year since we watched a movie as a family.It shall wait.

Nxt day went on a hike wif sis looking fer that darn place.Shall not go into details.

Okay.Ahhh hell.One month of holidae has flew-ed pass.i haven d0ne any muggin.Hmph angry wiif muhself wors. Nvm i will be gd gal i shall start studying.But it seems this month i went nowhr oso.I have only had precious c0m tyme? haiish HOPELESS.

Nvm i shall study hard.And enjoy the nxt year holidays knowing ii'm in a darn gd stream.Well atleast i hope i get myself to mug.God bless me.

heyy

2006-11-24T02:48:00.000-08:00

&I'm still not over you.

yerp i badly miss muh fone still.Argh thats the reasong why i so hate losing stuff,cos imma pig i tink abt it for too long.I am seriously sucha a pig.Nvm Aish aish,Please stop it.

Okay today i was a gd gal once more.I went to Girl guides again.Mayn i am lurving muh guai-ness and i was even early.C'mon praise miie abit can anot?Okays so as usual gg did marching and stuff yada yada.Den after wen coming home time it was raining.So din go bubbletea shop as usual.

Den i got wet halfway walking outta skewl felt so refeshing,go on luff.den i walk till muh bustop wiib jiawei and siying.Walk bustop take 25 realised that the bus was totally empty except for one old man,me and the driver yeak.It was empty till muh 1 more stop to my hse.Strange lyk ghost bus.I can sit anyhw cos old mayn sit below and i on top.I put my bag one chair mie one chair den happily read vandalisms.Some are soo farni maynn.But i dun support vandalism orites? some of it is jus plain mean.

Den after than buy sum bread go home.Cos i know mum,dad and sis not home and i haven had breakfast either.den i eat eat watch tv after that i on com.Den i chat chat,later i started making a blogskin fer shuxiian, i'm glad she lyk's the skin i made fer her wheeee.Okay i cnt deny its abit nyce lah.But nt dhat nyce,hahas.I feel lazy to blog about other things.so i guess i dun wish to blog further.

heyys

2006-11-20T22:08:00.000-08:00

&I will miss you foreva
You shall never be replaced.i will never let you be replaced.i dunn0 why i hav suddenly realised that u meant so much to miie.You and that sweet lil tortise attached to you.All that billion smses i used to type.You would faithfully deliver dem and never complained about being overwerked.That button i had to push to see you.the mem0ries you hlped miie capture.

I can never have another to replace yew.You hav meant way too much to mie.I dun even want another. i tink i will never ever forgive muhself for leaving you behind.oh why? why must i lose you? why can't it be anything else?i jus felt so sad.i cnt even express muh feelings. am i over dng this i dun knw.

The tortise i lurved yew so much too.Yur adorable kyute face.Yew owaes appear to smile.I lurved you,u wer muh most favourite keychain.Oh whyy?I am never gonna let dad buy miie a new f0ne.I wanna miss muh fone till i die,Or atleast for sumtyme.I dun0 whyy it jus meant so much to miie.i really dun knw why.

And now to tink of it i dun even want a f0ne anym0re.

Sadly now i have to bid gdbye.In hands of another now.U dun belong to miie anymore.Whyyes? must ppl be so dishonest? why do dey need sumthn dat does not belong to dem. Maybe i'm dumb but i gonna wait fer a miracle,i am gonna believe in one.

LALALALALALALf

2006-11-18T04:32:00.000-08:00

&The story goes on.

okay i finally got the mood to blog.okay so many things hav passed now lemme recall.Ermmm uuhh okays.Recalled.

I went out on wednesdae on a craziie shoppin spree,seriously it was a total spree,now i dun feel rich anymore.But i am proud owner of pretty clothes i loike loike.And yea wait wait lets rewind abit.On tuesdae i forgot to blog dat i saw mdm bay at dha coffee shop after i bought skewl b0oks whhee.So unexpected i din knw wut to tok hahahas.Okay so forward bak to pretty clothes yeak so i lurved the stuff i bought even though at the end of the day i felt no longer rich.

okay den on thursday jiawei and shuting called miie out.But i cnt go out wiib em was gonna go to granny's at lyk 3 plus lahhs.So instead dawn asked miie out at lyk 10am in the morning craziie i knw.We were so surprised wen we reached tm cos we've nvr seen it dat empty b4 lalalas.Den we walk walk buy tickets den eat at long john silvers.Den watched material girls.

Now movie review.The movie was auh-some and creative(I knw its nt the perfect word to use)

Denn after dha movie we took neorpints and headed h0me whee.Reached h0me lyk 2++ how early is dat i mean?den after dat went to granny's and came home lyk prettty late.Next day, which is yesterdae,i went to Girl guides,Yes i am having this gd gal thingy in miie during this holidays =/ oooh well.Den march march and luffed.I dun wish to state the reson why i luffed.Den after gg bubble-teaed as usual.Den went h0me use c0m.

okayyys. i guess i am feelin a lil bit lazy to go into things.I bet no1 bothers either.And btw i dun hab any ideas of putting the neoprints up cos dawn will kill miie.And i have no idea of dyin dat fast.

~~A little burden off muh shoulder i feel happy dat i made up fer muh errors.~~

2006-11-14T04:00:00.000-08:00

&Taken a lil too long. Throw away the tales for it has taken too long.Tell what you truly feel,Don't be afraid.I only want to know that yew truly care.search though the shelves find the perfect book which takes dat muh tears can except.Do something before i bleed.

I was thrown away.I can feel it, i know i mean nothing,i know i'm not anything.But i thot i would atleast last in yur memories.I thot i din care but why d0es it hurt so much now.I've told dha winds to blow away the pain it would'nt listen.It jus blow on to muh scars and made miie tink of dha past.It hurts inside more den it hurts outside.

I've never felt this way before being so impossible to decipher.it hurts, most of all i dun knw exactly whyy.maybe i have changed too much dat i dun even knw mie anym0re.Whyyes?

it hard really.It hard not to knw why yur being thrown away wen yew dun even knw whyy.Most of feelin down wen u dun dha reas0ns.Maybe its probly miie.Maybe i am disappointing muhself.I dunn0 maybe i din bother b4,and now its bothering miie.

I shall leave dat matter at rest maybe if i can dat it.I am gng shopping tomoro,atleast i h0pe, i wish all the pretty clothes wait fer miie.

lalala

2006-11-11T06:50:00.000-08:00

&When you just Slack.

yup yup,i am just slacking reallaye,i am dng nth i wan go shopping to buy lotsa new clothes i still feel rich cos i haven actually spent the money i got fer deepavali.thats gr8 dat i haven spent the money even i cnt belief it.hahas

This post nothing fancy.I've got no pikchas or any significant event to tok abt.I w0ke up real late todae and slacked the day off and about few mins ag0 dad came h0me and bought banana cake it was yummy,been pretty long since i ate banana cake.okay i nid to watch muh weight slackin at h0me no exercise and fer the ppl who haven notice i am naturally fat so i dun wiish to mak muhself fatter.

lalalalas~i tried makin a blogskin todae,but i was too lazy to see codes so i tink this blogskin will remain a little longer.aiya actually i dun mynd either i find this skin quite nyce lah.hah obviously it g0tta be nyce i created it mahhs. and seriously i getting laziier lahs,i cnt even get myself to blog i am so lazy wen i tink about all the typing.

Yesterdae i was a veri gd gal =] i went fer girl guides. sucha gd gal ryte? Girl guides was jus plain okay yesterdae,dey discussed for the cca open hse and later practiced the colour pary thingy,i just realised dat since i skipped lotsa meetings,i've lost touch wiib marching and i was a mad gal luffin at muh own mistakes. DUMB miie, YAYS.i've got a test c0miing so0n ahhs,i tink i will fail if i keep dng all these dumb mistakes.Luff all you want lah i confess i got problems MARCHING. sad lahh but cnt hlp it.

Since everyone had a good luff dat i cnt march PROPERLY. Go on wif sumthn else, yeak so wadelse?this few days m0od has been orites.Not veri hyper or sad=] i am satisfied, i dun wanna spent my holidays staring at c0m.Akka yew still owe miie a day OUT! i dun care we are gng swimming if not i am kicking yur ass.

and yeak before i forget i had a nitemare abt sec2,a very lame one.I dreamt dat muh new teacher is a monster or sumthnlahh,dat she feeds on our homewerk to have energy to live, she give alot of homewerk if we dun do it den she will kill us, Ahhh my creative mind at sleep (:

Long enuff i guess.Bye!

haiishaaaa

2006-11-08T06:49:00.000-08:00

&I went to Viv0 again.

hahaz okay i went to viv0 wif muh darllinnk huda todae ermm fun tyme crapping.LALALALA, we got lost as everyone d0es, and people incase u din knw, dere is a MacD near viv0 so long john silvers is not the ONLY fast f0od dere.MacD is at harbourfront centre or sumthn liddat lah, vivo is c0nnected wiib dat place so thats abit c0nfusing, i and huda eventually figured dat out.hahaks. only amusing to us.

Lalalala,My camera had low battery so wtf lohs i managed to tak only 3 pikchas ,pathetic.Nvm, farni thang iish i and huda wanted to buy them but we got carried away all of the tymes. ANd i still trying takin a pikcha wiib muh f0ne,argh muh freakin f0ne i still haven treated muh sd card which is lyk so0o0 sad lahhs.I so lurve huda i lurve crapping wiif her.

And it seemed lyk we sh0pped alot today larhs.I bought lyk a bangle,2 pairs of earrings,hair band and scrunchies, i lurve the stuff we bought and best of all we bought the same things sorta fwenship item liddat.I loike. Nice nice nice~ And i tink i was in lurve wif pink todae,even the edited pics hab alot of pink haiish nvm, i guess muh hatred fer pink has ended hahas.

The only bummer was muh darn camera lahh, haiish and akka sry fer being abit petty 2dae aiites? cos i guess i am abit idiot,i dun undertsand yur a dumbass all the tyme,i guess i will get it stuck to muh head ferm todae(: No matter wut i say i oh so lurve you all e tyme, dun act kyute lah u PIG.

And huda iish officially muh teddy bear, i dun even knw y lols.Okay i edited three best pikchas and pput em fer displae wheee~ and akka thx fer hlpin miie to upload the pik i took wiib muh camera, i lurve yas aiites?

okay den,i am slpy i wan go slp ler,and muh stuffs wer arranged in a shape of a gurl liddat by muh sis nyce?? hahaks,okay den bye!

okay....

2006-11-06T19:41:00.000-08:00

&I'll Tell my part of dha Story.

i will start ferm the happier part of the story i am gonna tell,i am not g0nna push too much details thoughs so bear wit miie.

Okay on saturday i went to girl guides, It was god damn fun,i had so much fun gettin hyper and gng crazyy,we almost went ard spore in dat heritage trail, i lurve KINGFISHER. All my hyperness-ness people. WO AI NI! mwarks, i tink we wer the kmost hyper group. I was craziie ferm wut i rmbr hahahaks. who cares i lurve being craziie. I miissed haniza thoughs(: She soo sweet she sent us candy becos she had to be with anotha group.

Okay den there was monday i went for muh class gathering.I had sec0nd thot on sundae if i shuld go. i shuld haf stuck wif muh second thot.It somewut sucked.So all the ppl who din go, u saved yur m0neyy and yur tyme.okay lemme tell yew why it suked.

Okay as the whole world knws, i am indian.Face it,and deyy sorta keep tokin in chinese annoying, fukin annoying and i dunno wut to call dem and wen i was having second thots dis gal got tha cheek to call miie to c0me*hints*.I dun mean to offend u aites, its jus stating facts, i wanted to express muh thots yesterdae but i din wana spoil yur day even though u spoiled muh myne.And the 2 non-chinese wer miie and Farahin.

&It rained to make thing worser.

I bet alot of yew who came yesterdae would c0me ranting sayin dha day rawked and was pwnful. i dun give a fuk as usual.I cannot blame them either. but the on thang dat made miie pissed most was,wen the day before farahin wanted to bak out and she said reason lyk she cnt eat the fo0d cos it myte b halal fer her to eat and that dey would keep speakin chinese.And how could u call her racist fer dat? wen u kept speakin chinese? it was not racist she was jus being straight-forward. i shall not piss muhself off anymore.

The thing i expected to be boring was fun, the thing i thot would be fun was boring.Lyf is unpredictable orite.

hhheyyy

2006-11-03T00:06:00.000-08:00

&Somethings nvr change.

I never will change, i wil never will be perfection.

Okay, i din get muhself to bl0g fer abt 2 days,fyne.I dun really care oso, my tag board is dead,YAY. I dun really giv a fuk either, i'm in no m0od to call ppl to tag miie either or to even tag people. Damn,i hate being numb lyk dis.

DARN,i din go fer girl guides once again,but dis tyme i felt unwell =/

haiish.I hate slackin oreadi,geting sick of the word slacking. I need to get a lyf. H0pefully i do it sumtyme s0oner before,i die ferm boredom.Simply i've got nth to do but to computer,watch tv and go out.Boring. On dha brighter i dun need to do muh h0mewerk jus yet, maybe i'll do it if i really get b0red to muh nerves.

I tink the h0mewerk has a due date. Ahhh fuck,how great can lyf get.Ahuh i kn0w this p0st makes the readers feelsick numb and l0w.I'm sry but dats how i feel now,dun ask miie why for i dun hab the resons.

Muh cousin came over on wednesdae,i din get to cam-wh0re much at all pathetic i t0ok only one pikcha, i was c0mputing wiib nandy she was l0osuing. I'm sry if ome of you all dun0 wuts loosuing. Its a family secret.(yea as if), wan to knw e meaning ask miie pers0nally,trust miie the meaning is so simple,yew myte tink yew wer dumb askin miie.

`boo,and i was caught dng the thing i lurve most, ppl caught miie takin pikchas of muhself >.<

ermmm,strange i suddenly feel much better.I am so strange i feel better after recalling my embaressing m0ments.ahh fuk,atleast i feel better.I had lots of fun yesterdae too.Close and open inverted commas.

I did practically nth yeaterdae.and i jus realised the date in muh bl0gs have been wrong fer a really l0ng tyme.ahh dats simply farkalicious.i will try fix some outt.

I dreamt of you last nyte,
But i knew i was never in yurs,
heart aching yet true.

wh00000

2006-10-31T21:30:00.000-08:00

&I am not lyk dis.

i really am not liddat everydae,i am feeling hyper 2dae yea babeyy.

Haha, i din kn0w cleaning up muh table could get miie so hyper,okay i bet no1 would have guesed dat, g0sh i am so weird.Go ahead make fun of me, i dun giv a fuk, cos wen i am hyper nth gets in muh way, except fer feelin slpy, i tink i lurve being hypered up, and u guys will not believe hw clean muh table iis.I am so veri the pr0ud of muhself (:

Yesterdae's l0ng p0st i guess no1 want to read.Even i dun feel lyk readin it,hahas,i tink only my sis read it, muahahas.Okay blogger is makin miie angri agn lohs, dun lemme put pics, bl0gger yur suckin the hyperness-ness in miie leh, nvm i dun gibb a fuk.i hosted the picture sumwhr else and i will gib u al the url because i rawk.Click the link below to see the pickha cos bl0gger is being evil.

♥Click this

Nyce ryte? i lurve the day to bits wheeee, Lisa ur finger and Leg how??? issit still bleeding? hahas,Later muh cousins are c0min ova,ermmm maybe shall cam-whore.I lurve muhself,i rawk, okay i am having to much self-loving here lehh,nvm.Yesterdae i had tr0uble gettin to sleep i slept prettaye late, ermmms,no wonder i feel a lil slpy even though i w0ke up at 12 hahas.

heyyya.

2006-10-30T23:00:00.000-08:00

♥&L0tsa happenings.

Ferst of all i hate blogger yet i lurve yas. i hate fer not letting miie blog fer anout 2 days?*hmph*, and i lurve you fer storing alot of muh mem0ries (:, kkaes enuff about blogger.

Lemme start wiib wut i did on Sundae aites. Sunday i went fer jalan jalan, i went to muh aunt's hse ferst i did al0t of cam-whoring dere.hehex i lurve takin pics, its addictive larss..miie,muh sistuh and muh cousin(Nandy) took l0tsa pics hehes.Ermm muh kyute lil cousin fer once showed miie soo much lurve and posed for pics wiib miie and lemme tak a video of her crap muahahahs,i wish i could upload the video into muh bl0g but wtf, my mirco sd card iish spoiled dats so-0-o sad.After aunt hse go to granpa's bruthas hse.

L0tsa decorations and stuff wer done dere as usual.The hse is usually the m0st decorated hse i will eva go to,so yea it was rather expected, i did not find anythang so great abt it thoughs, strange.I guess i'm growing up =DD

okay Mondae which was yesterdae was the class chalet.I had soo much fun.

At the beginning of da the dae i woke up late, i was suppose to meet dem at skewl at 10 and w0ke up at 9.30? how crazziie iis dat? i quickly rushed dan called huda and told her dat i will be late.I guess she luffed at miie, nvm.

Later When i was the bus Huda said she hlped miie collect muh b0oklist.ahh y din she tell miie dat earlier? if she did dat,i will not haf worn muh uniform nvm,So later we meet at Lisa hse, before i arrived, huda,farah,Jiamin,clarice were alreadii there.so i quickly changed.farah was not c0ming and clarice was gng wiib zhi hui dey all. dan after sometyme went out den made our way to pasir ris.FUN FUN!

We arrived dere and saw Zh and ivana and paid them the 10 bucks. After dat wen we were about to leave we saw shuxian(and her bf and his fwen) and rongyong =], den miie lisa,jiamin,huda took the l0ngest way to dha beach becos ms mala was gng to c0me pretayye late.So fun dha way we took seemed so deserted and we acted as if we on adventure or sumthn so so lame yet i found dhat fun =], Later we finally reached dha beach,And found it so dirty and yucky. =(

i hate littler bugs fwaahs.its not the 0ld beach i used to know thats so sad.Okay so walked till we tired to find a cleaner spot.Okay wen we found dha spot.We played wiib the sand awhile den later decided to go in dha water,at ferst i din wanna get wet cos i fergt to brg extra clothes in muh hurry, but den in dha end huda made miie get wet hehex. So i was completely wet, later our eyes all pain wiib sea water.

Den shuxian and rongyong came. We splashed and plyed wiib water, later saw some of our class boys on bikes, we go attack em wif water muahahahas. later miie,huda,lisa and jiamin tot we had enuff of the water so went to shower room and lyk made ourselves drenched wif cleaner water hahas, den after that we decided to rent bikes. FUN FUN FUN.

Den i decided to rent a double bike wiib lisa,haha at ferst lisa was scared i could see we din m0ve much at all. Hahas later huda gave lisa her bike and she drove wiib miie and we wer so blardi fast xD hahas. soo fun felt the wind in muh hair, which was darn messy.We dr0ve fast fer fun and to get ourselves dried up lols. we keep changin bikes and stuff.About 2 hours later gave bakl the bikes and made our way to the chalet, ms mala was there.

LAter we went in den went to dha chalet, the boys took the apartment on top and the gals took the b0ttom hahas. Den started the bbq. den i and huda went fer walks.Den saw this to guys walkin ard in costumes fer hallowen, hahas the chalet ppl organised em, miie and huda happend to be eating a sandwhich and walking and he came and rawr at us, miie and huda were happily chewing and told hym " xiao ar?" lols and the ghost guy smiled -.-". Later went bak to the chalet and some class gals wer cryin sayin the ghost came inside the chalet and gave dem a scare. Dat fukin ghost.

Later went they walked past our chalet agn, alomost all the gals rushed in the chalet and locked in, except for a couple of gals. i took a pic os em instead lols. later wen we toked wiib them realised dey were a bunch of american guys, their accent soo strong lahs, and wen we told dem they made s0me gals cry they were lyk so sry and said they wer nt here to scare dem agn by den some gals oreadi came out =]

Later we cut the e3 class cake den i,huda,lisa and arjunan left 2gteher at lyk 9.30. some of em wer stayin i nt allowed sob sob. later they took cab and i took bus hme and reached hme abt 10++ and den i took a shower and watched tv, ms mala so kyute loh abt 12++ sms miie ask wut we r dng, hahas den i replied her i not stayin and dat she w0rri too much loh, cos even b4 she left the chalet she gave the class a tok and all, and her face reallaye so w0rried hahas.

Wheee~ sucha a long post, yew see blogger wut happens wen u dun let miie blog?

slack..

2006-10-28T01:30:00.001-07:00

♥& I'm in a daze.

i don't know wuts ryte,
i dunno wuts wrong,
i jus know 2dae is nt
meant to be liddat yet
its todae.

i wish you'd just
CONFESS.

lalala~ Huda jus msged miie sumthn, gosh dats soo sweet xD

okay, todae i feel lyk a bummer nth to do lehh, since morning watch tv den abt 3++ i on muh sistuh c0m cos i dun use myne which is in dha r0omiee.. see this wut happens wen u r slack, u soo slack untill cnt walk to dha r0om oso.

i am in a daze lahh,nth to do simply nth i din go out wiib muh sis to ermmmm.

i slacked dha wh0le of 2dae off,i still haven got muhself to watch dat m0vie dat theeba t0ld miie to watch, hmph i am sucha piggy.i feel lyk makin layouts and submitting dem to blogskins l0ng tyme since i did dat,i did dat wen i was in dha basics wen i din even know haw to mak navigaion skins,dat was lyk so pathetic skins, nw dat i cn mak beter ones maybe i'd submit some (:

okay,i need to plan muh h0liday out, b4 its too late.

faaannnaaa,yay got class chalet this m0ndae,wheeeee~cnt wait for class chalet its lyk g0nna b the ferst class gethering i am gng too, harhars i am sucha meanie..okay yay i am gng class chalet whooie.

okayy suddenly i dun feel high anym0re,cos of sumthn dat jus happen wen i was typing this p0st, argh. pfft. nvm i shall end dis p0st.

ermmmm

2006-10-27T06:52:00.000-07:00

♥Bitching a confession.

Suddenly i have this idea, and i begin to wonder throughout my whole period of tyme, how many ppl haf been bitching abt miie?ermmm, or how many times have this thot crossed yur mind tinkin sumthn bad abt miie? lalalala~ i dun even knw, hopefully now you all lurve miie aites?? no hypocrites ppl,puh-lease.haha maybe if u all are sweet enuff confess to miie if u all got bitch abt miie kae?

I tink i did some bitching of muh own too,I am reallaye sry,now i've learned dat sum of muh bitching wer jus plain mean larhs,i am real real sry guys, now i lurbe all of u guys.

confessions are so had to mak, cos it hurts otha people's feelins even i'm afraid to do confession.I dun wann ahurt anyone.But seriously wen i bitch abt sum1 i dun ponder ova it fer l0ng.i simply later learn dat bitching was not the right thang.

&I feel so evil and dirty.

Okay i wanna go out 2moro but i've got no1 to accompanyy miie leh, dats lyk sooo sad. My jiejie is gng to *ahumm* and i tink i wan go wiib her but den i scared her fwens eat miie up leh. lols. i am abit unfamiliar larhs even though i've toked to some of em onlyne and meet them b4, they r kinda nyce maybe go wiib her bah to kil boredom,i'll think abt it.

I still haven go to dha beach hmph, any1 wanna go out wiib miie tomoro i am veri free?date oso can, we go out as couple. wahahahas too much crap lars.Seriosuly i dun0 how to kill tyme maybe i shuld start mugging ferm now? no way, if i do dhat i tink i'll be changed into a nerd nxt year which is sooo nt good.I jus nid to kill 2moro and sundae.

Mondae there is class chalet =D

Wheee~Hopin to habb l0tsa fun, i tink i will habb fun oso.hehes, i dunn0 wors, okay i found this tamil m0vie onlyne haven got muhself to watch it actually theeb said it troked, shuld watch it soon yars.hahas i am so bak-dated maynn,i dun care gonna get daddy to get miie lotsa movies to kill tyme b4 i start mug-attack.

Its okay now,but i fear dha
distance and toks that come
with it,i wished this nvr happend,
i wished she nvr came between
us,maybe its my fault and
not hers, maybe i'm just a
BITCH

ermmmm

2006-10-26T03:40:00.000-07:00

The end has arrived.

yerps, indeed it has arrived,its here.i dun mean muhh end thoughs.i meant the end of my travel in sec1. Sec1 has been a enchanting journey fer miie, many good and bad mem0ries.

I've got alot of regrets of the things i've done this year,i tink it could hav g0ne much better, my grades could hav been better mainly, i shuld haf mugged m0re and cut down on muh slackin', i'm g0nna do better nxt year,i am g0nna make a pr0mise to muhself.I better nort slack,i am g0nna force on studying till muh end of the year cmes, i want to end up in a a gd stream maynn. but nt first class puh-lease.

This year, i tink i've done alot of mistakes, i shuld learn frm em and make sure i dun make the same mistakes again.

Finally,its the holidays ler.FINALLY, last year wen the december holidays finished i was sayin i cnt wait for the nxt dec holidays.Well yea its here,anotha gd thing abt sec skewl holidaes arrive sooner which is soo auh-some and pwnful.l0tsa hw and i haven planned out wut to do wiib muh holidaes yet.I cnt wait fer the class chalet & my p6 class gethering.i so miss muh ex-classmates oh-so much lahh xD and i bet some oreadi fergt i existed.thats jus sad mayynn.Cnt be bothered =DD, i wanna habb fun wheeeee~

& I am feelin rich xD

hahas.2dae huda asked miie go out wiib her so i went out lor, den we meet jiawei,xy,st,xinghong at dha bustop dere lar den we decided to g0 2gether lors.Took bus together. den made our way to hougang mall den we meet jacob and dan i and huda tot dey wer walking readyy and we continued walking after dhat i realised dey r nt dere ready, we lazy call em so din call. SOWWIE! hahas,den miie and huda walk walk,go c mini toons look at kyute stuff and dro0led and dhat decided to tak neos. The neo machine so farni loh.

we not ready den it took a picture and happens to be only miie appear in dha pic xD so dumb. harhars i tink the pics turned out rather nyce xDD, den huda was lyk "I tak pic wiib u den i look nyce leh" hehe of cos mah i prettaye tak pic wiif miie u oso pretayye mah xD, nay lahh maybe our chemistry in takin pics?harhars kae.

It all come to an end.
i mean all,i dun tink
you even care,do you?
maybe i meant nth to you,
from the beginning.
Thanks fer 4gettin dha past.

Rojoiced,.

2006-10-23T04:30:00.000-07:00

&My soul is rejoiced
thanks shuting,fer tellin miie muh parents dun nid mit ms. mala.

feeling much much better so,hey a nice pic of miie and muh cuzzie nicely edited (:lala i knw i dun look dhat nyce in this,dun nid say ugly or wut lah kae?muh blog i shall admire muh face all i want (:

deepavali

2006-10-23T03:40:00.000-07:00

it went great

jus so great that it was not great anym0re,seriously i it was nt wut i expected.i belived things could habb gone better this deepavali,i wished they had gone better.

why did you have to come for this deepavali,why could'nt u haf disappeared lyk u did every year,no whr to b seen liddat, argh u spoiled simply spoiled everyone's day.You came there made a fool of yurself.I nvr had respect fer you,nw u've made miie look down apon u, i wish i could habb yelled and told u off wut every1 there was mumuring,u go ard using such words infront of the otha guest, forget us we knw u've been lidat fer a l0ng time, but dey do dey knw yur dirty lil secrets? u jus cause pain to muh granparents and chaos. Sumtymes i'd wish u din xist in muh family.yur nort fit to be called muh uncle so old yet so dumb.i hate you soo much.i am glad u dun habb a family of yur own.

okay after visiting my granpa and granaunt din habb the mood to cam-whore dat much thx too ermmm...dan went to mah daddy side granny hse,dere took pics wiib muh cousin tinkin if i shuld put up one fer e sake..ermmm i dunno wors..maybe bahs..

i am rich babbeyyy...lalalala does happy dance,the only thing satisfactiry abt this deepavali lols..cos i belive i din look veri nyce either the huge pimple in muh face appeared in all the pictures i took which iish lyk so-o-o-00o sad lyk maynn.haiish nvm abt that darn pimple i tink its gng away soon,but dere new one's coming dhats wut happens wen i am stressed.

Ms.Mala said the bottom few pupils in the class will hab deir parents coming down to sch to tak report book,i tink its obviously g0nna be miie,god pls show miie mercyy..i dun wanna mak my parents meet miis mala,i tink they'd had enuff of flops in our education...jus enuff...

haiish went out wif a couple of ppl,looked for sectional files fer zhi hu and ivana cnt find any so we decided to tak neoprints,okay we oreadi planned dhat earlier,zhi hui said she will scan dem and fer us, wheeeee cnt wait later den get neoprint, i looked ugllayye as usual. me,lisa and ry went hme ferst cos ry hadta go hme faster,so yea zh got abit angri i tink i settled it wiib her, sx nt angri and i dun tink ivana iish either..hahas.

oww kae.

2006-10-20T05:11:00.000-07:00

yays,Todae finally had the deepavali shoppin dne,lyk mayn FINALLY! abit last minute larhs,my hse seems lil messy here and dere aiya cnt be bothered much yars?I bought soo much stuffs,i bought clothes and stuff to go wiib em.i lurvve the bangles and earrings i bought.Thee bangle has sumthn dangling frm it. And i choosed nt to get dangling eariing cos i gonna tie muh hair up tomoro if nt later muh hair part of e disaster larh...I lurve the chain too but i was too lazy to tak a pic of it larhhhs.I took a pic of the bangle and eariing and edited it using fotoshop, whooies.Preatttye nice.

okayy enuuf staring at da pictures lets get bak too miiie,LOL.I tell u ar todae shoppin was so sukcy thx too da crowd mayn sooo manny people gotta push thro and see wutcha wanna buy,at of the day so warm,got haze oso haiiish,My clothes nt dhat bad larh satisfied,Lurve dha stuffs i bought more fwaah,Okay tomoro iish deepavali (:, Whee here i cme m0neyy,i am gonna b rich yea baby.

Argh,7 nt to fergt muh fukin mirco sd card plyed miie ouut does nt wanna werk anymore so no more songs in muuh fone fer nw till i buy new card.There goes muh moneyy.sob sob,okayy larh tomoro i shall put up pics of my deepavali visiting and hw i looked lyk stuffies..

HAPPY DEEPAVALI~!

okay666

2006-10-19T04:26:00.000-07:00

Maybe my luck is nort dere.

my marks suked.I think its really gonna be miie at da bottom who knws? i mite even get the bottom of the whole lvl,I dun even haf 3 three subjects dat i banged and Aced it so gdbye. I mite even go to acad,Haha i bet no1 wil miizz miie oso,maybe a few daes and ppl will 4gt miie oso.haiish its jus so sad,But i am the one to blame i've been soo much of a slack dis year,i've learnt muh lesson the harder way.Its okay, its alrite.

Yesterdae,i promised muh sister i would go wiib her to Viv0 city after skewl,so actually i wanted to cancel on her first but den,i felt bad so i decided to jus go on wiib da plan,mayb it could cheer miie up.Vivo city is nth DHAT great.Its jus okay,me and muh sis kept gettiin lost haiish.we saw two kyute gurls plyin at th fountain thangy,i took a video but i am in no blardi mood to put it up nw,So dun expect it.

After vivo we went to granAUNT place for sum prayers which owaes occurs b4 deepavali,okay by den muh fake happiness got stuck wiif miie.After dhat i went hme.Abt 9++ den reached hme,leg all pain cos me and muh sis walked in circles.Dhan i decided nort to go to skool 2dae and instead follow muh mum to her medical check-up.

Medical check-ups SARK,gotta wait hell soooo long b4 u could actually see the doc, my dad as usual was tokin crap througout this whole process and he made a new fwen~DIAO.oKEYY, den gort sms,I dun wish to tok abt the smses.

& she said "Do well in yur studies and make yur parents pround." did i do dhat? NO, and i nvr did.

MARMII

2006-10-17T12:19:00.000-07:00

I am so happy,Sumbodi slap muii face. My dad borrowed PhotoshopCs2 ferm his ferm his fwen and installed it in our com, Dhats lyk so freakin kewl, i wanted photoshop since i started makin blogskin, which is lyk since last year?FWAAAH so happy mayn..

The current picture main pic of the layout is actually picture of my sister and her fwens, my sister plyed ard wif the picture till it became liddat,When i saw the picture i jus HAD to use it to mak a new skin fer myself,den i beg my sis and she allowed miie to use it, ILURVEMYSIS!after that i messsed around of the picture size and stuff, and believe it anort i actually started dng the skin at 11++ and lyk once i started i cnt stop.

Mui sis oso lik cnt wait to se the result of the skin.So i tink we stay up till pretayye long abt 1am? den only i fixed the skin till no flaws liddat.& since my eyes wan close liddat i was workin prettayye fast larh...So i took abt 2hours fer this skin nt bad eh? ILURVEMYSELF hahaz..

Okay nw i lurve this song oso been addicted to it,Its Me&yew by cassie =DD soo soo nice mayn (: hahas, u mite nt lik it thoughs But i lurve it.Yea not to forget hw blogger and msn wer being a bitch wen i was dng the skin 2 $%^%$%%^ argh, Blogger loaded so damn fukin slow and msn din lemme messenge ppl using live messenger, fwaah nvm, i forgive.

Later i am gng out..YAYS.

wheee~ and yar a tink abt two days ago i read Vanesssa's blog and she was tinkin hw would the ppl ard her react wen she died, ermmm makes me wanna tink abt dhat,but really i tink it will jus b a few days thang and people will move on leh,i dunn0 wor, ermmm if u cn leave miie a tag on hw would u feel if i died. touchwood hor..hahas.But i tink truth is that only ppl will rmrbr u for few days and later completely forget u existed.haiish the truth iish jus sad.

I even forgot one of class boys, i was lik soo blur wen he added miie on msn,mayn i am losing memory,aiya nt my fault oso he so quiet in class quite hard to rmbr mah LOLS.hahas i sound so evil.No offence.

2006-10-16T05:49:00.000-07:00

Do you know?

do you know dhat sumtymes one the funniest joke u can cme up wiif can hurt people's feelings, hav u ever thot abt dhat b4? and its nt the first tyme u've dne this.

Nw imagine if i wer to change myself fer u to stop dhat lame jokes,I would bcome sum act pretty gal, would u lyk dhat? u act as u sae sry and u sae u will brg dha up animore yet u do, u tink i find it farni? u knw it actually hurts my feelins?

i knw u've been there fer miie most of e tyme and been so sweet 2wards miie, But i really hate this so called "joke" okay? U gotta stop, even though u knoe i cnt stop tokin to u dun use it as an advantage and go on hurting ma feelins, i lurve u dhats y i cn let go in a hour,but imagine if you do it to otha people? you tink they'll let go dhat easy?

Maybe you forgot i existed.

2006-10-15T00:43:00.000-07:00

Maybe you forgot i existed.

Yea,some people have forgotten dhat i ever existed, so guess wut for as long as i knw u dun exist either.

You dun even bother to tok wiib miie on msn. fyne i dun wanna care oso.

wheee, frreeDOOOm no skewl, Fwaaah i lurve no skewl daes.LOL.I wanna go beach, the haze iish getting bad and okay, i dun0 lah the freakin haze,Darn i wan go beach soo bad, go away haze go away.

i dun feel lik opening my mouth recently i lyk type-tokin ermmm,i am mite wanna stop tokin awhile hmph...LOL, ermmmm i got a shared blog wiib my fwen yays. & i will not tell who da fwen iish BOOO.

Peak-a-boo, i'm gone =P

No promises

2006-10-14T23:11:00.000-07:00

SHAYNE WARD LYRICS -No Promises

Hey baby, when we are together,
doing things that we love.Every time
you're near I feel like I'm in heaven,
feeling highI don't want to let go, girl.I just need
you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one
I need tonight,No promises.Baby, now I need
to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together,
doing things that we love.Everytime
you're near I feel like I'm in heaven,
feeling highI don't want to let go, girl.I just need
you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the
one I need tonight,No promises.Baby, now
I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die
in your armsI don't want to run away, I want
to stay forever, thru Time and Time..No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No PromisesBaby, now I need to hold you tight,
now and forever my love No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one
I need tonight,No promises.Baby, now I need to
hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one
I need tonight,No promises.Baby, now I need to
hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

I duno why i tink i lik this song. Try listening to it it gets addictive after awhile.

♥I am Pissed

2006-10-14T04:35:00.000-07:00

♥ Its over.

yeshh, its over all ryte, i am sooo happy, that freaky exams are over bit argh, now got the results to be much awaited, i am freakin scared maynn...haiish recently been giving alot of short posts i know its lik i've got nth to sae leh.

yesterdae after the exams i went out. Hahas to celebrate that its over, we walked walked, look thro shops of cds, mini toons,converse,op hell lots more lah jus see see, and walk den go lib fer fun ply ply ard dere and tok. not too loud though. dhen in mini toons i saw tortise =DD

& if u knw miie well enuff u'd know i lurve the tortises, dey are jus shuuu kyute. mayn, hahas i cam-whored wib huda lil. hahahass...Dhan came bak hme and use com, watch a movie.

i am wooried for my results yet i am nt gonna let it bother miie,i gonna stay happy for now and forget that tomoro will come.

histoey

2006-10-10T07:01:00.000-07:00

I know i shuld not be blogging. but i wan blog.

Okay, Settled.

I got history exam tomoro, i tink i am prepared chapter 4 is a t0tal nt goona get in ma head. i hoping to pass wif my chapter 1,2 and 3 wish miie luk. i means thats lik 3/4 ryte? Fwaahz.

Art, Its suky. I find it soo hard to draw.Art not ma thang abit to obvious maybe.Yikes, I nid get dhat darn art done soon b4 the exam on fridae. Harhars i am such a slack.

Whiie

2006-10-01T06:59:00.000-07:00

Dun i look sweet?

I know i am not pretty, did serious cam-whoring, had to put up some pics, wakakakaz. okay lah nt too bad, pic edited by my darliink jiejie, THANKS! if i look bad dun sae hor xD

germanyy

2006-09-30T03:36:00.000-07:00

okies after i posted the pic of dhat i found the pic i edited wayyy long ago On GERMANNY. woots, my finger said i had to post it. mayn too many pots, muc stop posting sooon.

Romeo

2006-09-30T03:02:00.000-07:00

This is how hawt the romeo looked lik, Leonardo Dicaprio..Hawtness, he acted in e titanic to0o0o0.

i'd nvr know.

2006-09-29T20:58:00.000-07:00

I'd Never know.

Wut've you done.
You've killed miie.
I thot i could watch you.
Forever till the light to miie away.
Have i expected 2 muuch?

I expected you to look thro miie.
Knw hw i felt.
i thot you,i guess u din.
I'd leave u as my past?

I'd lik to keep u the PRESENT.
Owaes and i mean OWAES
Nothing cn yew do to stop miie.

This poem is abt some things which some ppl who belong in ma world shuld undertstand.For some better left in the dark. Mainly i only wan 3 ppl to undertsand tis and one will nvr read ma blog.

Okay i watched romeo and juliet on tues. AWESOME, I goota sae tis the romeo guy was soo KYUTE.SHUAI.HANSUM! waaahh, i drooled... the juliet was dhat not magical.The movie had too much smooching,i lurved their poetic words. Who would nt die fer a guy like dhat? their lurve seemed so toopid though. 1st dae oreadi kiss, second dae married? wtf iish dat? Whhheee i lurve romeo in dat stori, the romeo and juliet was e modern wan thoughs.maybe i will find pics of hym later and put it up, his gorgeous blue eyes mayn. *drools*

I felt lik a nerd liking those i guess, i am much of a literature-iish person. i dun caree i lurve poems kae? i hav fascination wif it since p4? My blog archeives flooded wif em... and a whole book at hme flooded wif ma OWN poems, And ppl dun lik poems ONLY wen dey r lurve, so dun get miee wrong.

Thursdae i din go sch, haha i had ******, waah shoo pain yea.

okay i wan to rite sumthn in a diff way so,i cn let it outt.

I know how important it is to you.
Yet i feel i am nt dng anithing.
I feel guilt yet i cnt do anithing.

I'd know yur hurt.
I know i am selfiish.
I wan you dere.
Atleast untill the light take miie.
I wan you and only.
If yur gone , i am gone .

Yew have no rites to stop dat.
I haf soo much lube fer you.
You dunno how much u mean to miie.
I lurve you.

Halorw

2006-09-23T20:41:00.000-07:00

Pictures

Bad hair dae? true true but who cares. miie up at e tower.

A picture from up of the tower.

And a nice picture of nature.

I took more pictures of miie and nature but nt as nice. hahas. so shall nt put em up =X

Whooie mystery?

2006-09-23T20:13:00.000-07:00

Saturday

its 7.20am she walks out of the house
Its 7.25am she's at the bustop.
its 7.30am she realises she forgot to brg her consent form.
Its 7.35am she runs and takes her consent form and runs bak.
Its 7.40am she took the bus.
its 7.45am she changes the bus.
its 7.57am she receives a fonecall.
its 8.05am she runs to the sch front gate.
Its 8.08am she asks fer permission to fall in.
its 8.30am she leaves fer macritchie.
Its 8.50am she reaches.
its 9.ooam we do warm-ups.
Its 9.30am she walked and walked and walked
Its abt 10.30am she reached a tower.
Its 10.45am she continues her journey.
Its 11.30am she reach the a suspension bridge.
Its 11.45am she continued to the ranger station.
its 12.30am she walked towards carpark A.
Its 1.30pm she reaches the bus.

Okay, I felt abit high during da walk dere, i keep checkin the times and i tink all the timings above shuld be corrite =X. Hopefully yar? Aniwae this was a Gg Hike thingy, hahaz, i tink i gonna force daddy to brg us for a hike dere agn, even though we went there as a family abt 2 times ler? hahaz.

ka-ba-BOOM

2006-09-18T19:34:00.000-07:00

I am gng crazi.

ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.
ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.
ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.
ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.
ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.

i dun0 wut da helll iish gng on. i dun kno wut to do. I gng gugu-gaga

Ka-ba-BOOM.Ka-ba-BOOM.Ka-ba-BOOM.

I am need sumthn to vent all the anger on.I dun0 whr to vent it.I am gng nuts.I mite nt be alive till 2moro cmes.Wish miie luck. For i am gng to DIE.

Ermmmm

2006-09-17T01:09:00.000-07:00

I can't Move as well as the world

i became normal and hapy miie these pas few days but i dunno y i feel so idi0tic agn... I feel that i have no1 to open up too, Even though there's is alot of people i cn tok to, i dun0 hw far i can let them in to ma life.Sumthns i hav to be kept within to ponder over about.

`I hate emo posts. Dey get on to my nerves wen typing them out

too many things being thrown at miie, i feel that i am gng nuts. I feel that i am losing control over myself and the things i am dng. I feel so abandoned, wen i kno soo many people actually care fer miie. I nid the power to pull through. I am gonna be vegetarian for a month nw. Maybe it'll hlp wash away my sins and make miie a stronger and better person.

I kno i've got to support some1 through this period of time. i dunno wut to sae to dem. I jus want the person to kno that she shuld nt disappoint herself. i want her to believe in wuteva she does. i kno she does nt want the past to repeat.I knw she cares.i knw she's pushing herself to the limits.

Akka. You gotta push through.I care fer you i jus dunno hw to show it. I tink u knw i care. I dunwan u to do anything 2pid even if u dun pull through. You mean more to miie den sum dumb exam.You will not knw the fear till you face it. So JIA YOU.

akka i lurve you.

lalla

2006-09-14T03:28:00.000-07:00

anonymous: Mayn nice blog! I'd link you up soon.

Jiawei: Thanks, yay i din screw up dhat bad =P

nandylicious:*picks up fone* Nayyy, No probs fer now (:

Lisa: Thanks!*blushes*

Irah: Thx fer taggin miie? Mayn i am evil...

Nages:Its here!! ``WHEEE

Rasyidah:I'll takkire yew too

phew... soo much. Okay the netball match went fyne, this week it drawing to a end,And i changed to dhat happier skin i made, nt much of too much happy but hey its better (: i am in lurve wit yaya? more space for my crap, read my personal info finally updated sum stuffs. Jus realised dat i've become my girlish since primari skewl, Mwahahhaz *no comments* My cousins+ aunt have moved out. I saw sumthn in rasyidah's blog my finger so itchy i am gonna do it too.

Pick the month you were borned:

January------- i kicked

February------ i loved

March------ i smoked.

April------ i dry humped

May------ i choked on

June------ i murdered July------- i did the macarena with

August----- i had lunch with
September---- i danced with
October------ i sang to
November----- i yelled at
December----- i ran over

Pick the day(number)you were born on:

1----- a birdbath
2----- a monster
3----- a phone
4----- a fork
5----- a Mexican
6----- a gangster
7----- my cell phone
8----- my dog
9----- my best friends boyfriend
10---- my neighbour
11---- my science teacher
12---- a banana
13---- a fireman
14---- a stuffed animal
15---- a goat
16---- a pickle
17---- your mum
18---- a spoon
19---- myself
20---- a baseball bat
21---- a ninja
22---- a model
23---- a noodle
24---- a squirrel
25---- a football player
26---- my sister
27---- my brother
28---- an ipod
29---- a permanent marker
30----a llama
31---- a homeless guy

Pick the colour of the shirt you are wearing:

White---- because i'm cool like that
Black---- because that is how i roll
Pink----- because I'm NOT a homosexual
Red------ because the voice told me to do so
Blue----- because I'm sexy and I do whatever I want.
Green---- because I hate myself
Purple---- because im cool
Gray----- because i was drunk
Yellow---- because someone offered me 1,000, 000 dollars
Orange---- because I hate my family
Brown---- because I'm HIGH
Other---- because i'm a ninja
None---- becasue i can't control myself

Now type out the sentence you made and pass it on!
I ate lunch with a monster because i'm sexy and i do whatever i want.

ouuu-lala, i had lunch wiib monster cos i am sexy? thats so ASS-TACTIC, Things baby change to fast, make it stop, make miie the wan moving and nawt dem.

Com crashes....

2006-09-10T02:35:00.000-07:00

Com's ILL

my dear dear com, why why? why did u faint? i lurved you soo much, My one and only true love, My darlliink, the one i trusted and cherished, its in the hospital now, get well soon, dun die!!

My sis com ain't suitable fer miie, no maple and much slower den my dearie com, and mayn her memory reeks...Too lil mayn, cnt even take too much stuff, i nid my com baby bak.

Okays todae the weather was veri nice and cool till awhile ago, i lurved it cos it made miie tink abt things, and made miie motivate myself xD, and i had some me time, and i felt alot of things changin too fast, i felt tt the god nvr gives a person whr u cn share all ur problems wif, ppl kno bits and peices of u and nt the whole thang, ermmmm

heya

2006-09-08T09:18:00.000-07:00

Holidaes are coming to an end sobx..

I jus came bak hme from a movie called Devil Wears Prada, Mayn it was great movie really veri nice, Mayn i watched 3 movies week after week liddat LOLs... neber mind hehex, i went wif ma aunt and ma sister..at first i din wan g0o0o i felt slackiish but den ermm my sister forced miie go bah...

Aniwaes yesterdae i went out wif ma darlliink RASYIDAH!!! shoo fun, we crapped and i bought a tortise, and errmmm i'v got gd news fer my blog this lazy pig, managed to make one new skin fer mui bloGgie, shall use it soon, i really lurve the new skin i made (: hehex, Such a self-lover rytes?

Mayn i really lurved the lake hse, click and devil wears prada mayn, da rawk to e core!!! But i tink the best woz devil wears prada, it seemed more sensible den e rest, the other 2 abit of too much fantasy,harhars look who's tookin abt sensible?

Gdbyes frm the #CrapLoVer

Ermmemmrr

2006-09-05T06:28:00.000-07:00

Forget mY name.
Forget my face.
Rmbr my soul.

I lurve god soo much since morning and it will stay as god's and my lil secret, sshhh

I went to play bball wif dawn dearie yesterdae, we had soo much fun, the ball even gt stuc, Hw fun ah? and later her bro joined us, Her bro had SKILLS mayn...I mizz primary skewl soo much wen i used to hop and run chasing ard qh (:

Now wen i meet ppl frm primary skewl down the road, We act as if we dun kno each otha, A person. I guess mdm bay was ryte, atleast she had a nod, i had nth to smile abt.I really regret some of the tears i have shed thro the month of july and august, i have wasted soo much of them, i shall make a happier skin soon (:

Memory a precious gem, Nothing could replace it, My blog is gonna hit 2 years old soon, How much has my writing improved? hw much have i changed? hw much have i grown? Read my archeives aites???

ermmm

2006-09-02T05:42:00.000-07:00

I'm confused

i really dunno, i dunno y i am living this fukin lyfe, i dunno y i am leaving it this way, i dunno why the world seems so stoopid and disappointing to mie, I lurve my parents and fwens so much, yet i feel emo atleast one time a dae.

Everything keeps changing in a second, i cnt move along, I dun even feel updated abt the recent happenings, i feel lik shit.I look lik shit.i belive i tok shit.I feel lik killing things ard mie to find solance,i kno its not a healthy thot, dawn invited mie to ply bBall wibb her on mondae i feel lik gng to break free frm the stress,but i dunno geez.

I am trying to hide the bitterness, i dunno hw much longer i cn hole on, i duno wen i will break down, i dunno wen i will lose it.

Almost all the teenagers nw have problems, compared to some people i tink mine is better, I jus nid to find the right path.

Ermmm

2006-09-01T07:32:00.000-07:00

i got my results bak dey were jus fine. Which means i am nt gng to do anything stoopid.When bak to primary sch yesterdae, i took lotsa pics wif ma galz..And mdm bay yeas!

I have watched two movies in the past month,i feel like doing a review now ryte nw so i shall do a review

I watched the lakehouse, a very interesting lurve stori, slightly confusing yet heartwarming, abit of a fantasy. I watched click last sundae, Veri funny and entertaining and the ending was sad. The common thang was both of like a fantasy.

I owe my blog sumthn, i said i will post a review about a book called sabrina fludde and i nvr got to do dhat, The book is veri painful and nice i lurved it to bits esp da poem they had it, the stori of da al was truly engaging.

End of post.

ermmm

2006-08-29T01:35:00.000-07:00

Okay let me clear sum stuff before i start thi post, This blogskin is made By me, everything belongs to me except for the pic of that gurl dere, THE WHOLE IMAGE BELONGs to ME, well thats cleared now lets start with my post.

Okay i am afraid of some stuffs:

-The results
-Consquences
-Disappointment

yes the result and disappointment is linked 2gether, i dun wan my results to disappoint my parents and most importantly ME.I tink i've done better, but i dunno, i nid faith in myself, seriously.I nid a confidence booster

Mdm bay finally repiled to my e-mail.Mayn, It took her forever, tchers dae is coming and i dun even kno if i am gng bak to primary skewl, i shall go onli if Rasyidah goes... ermmm dunno wut happen to irah though, not replying to my msgs, maybe prepaid low? irah reply me through tagboard atleast kkaes?

And for the people in my tagboard i will try to be happier kae? i will try my best.

hey

2006-08-28T02:01:00.000-07:00

Alot of things hav happend shall not tok about it now.

My school wants to test out this e-learning stuff so no school for 2dae,2moro and wed and thursdae will be sc, i wanna go bak to primary sch for cher's dae ermmm, i'll see how it feels lik to be a senior aitez? The e-learning sux to the core even though the word holidae seems so wonderful, it sux

the new layout done by me looks okay, but dun u all agree the the text box wayyy to small? i bet u all do, okay den buaiz...i dun feel lik having a long post.

A chain of events

2006-08-18T01:57:00.000-07:00

A chain of events

i had a rather long week, i onli saw the bitch 2daes of the da week, y? U dun deserve to question mie(:

okay got some marks bak i belive i shuld have done slightly better dis term den last term but haiz, i hope so, God dun let me cry again, I've been crying since the 28th of november, the tears jus nvr seem to go away. I am surprisely happy wif my history marks even though i onli got a b4, Bcos haiz i nvr undertsood those lessons, the cher toks wifout a break, so waddaya expect?

Been having some dreams, Which is worrying me

And yea, I am the new owner of nokia 6131, yea baby! Yes my hp number has changed, I dun haf pre paid animore, its a line baby. Skeletons in the closet waiting to say "BOO!"

I went out yesterdae wif huda and clarice, And dere we ran into jw, St and dh, Searched high and low tryin to look fer jia min bdae prezzie, and bought her a adorable magnet LOL. i really din know wut to get ferher, dere i saw dis cap which i fell in lurve wif =) took a pic of myself wearing it wif ma new fone, wakakakax.

Worrying abt the skeleton in dha closet brgs me nowhr so buaiz!

How do you feel?

2006-08-11T05:44:00.000-07:00

How do you feel

When you know ur nt those problematic idiots and this bitch cnt stop gng after u? She keeps picking on you even though ur hair is alreadi reached the point whr u call it neat?

The first time i told wut she said wifout a complain, Second time i wanted to cry but i did'nt, Third time one drop of tear ccme down my eyes but 2dae? Was the fourth i cnt take this anymore, After national athem she cme and piked on mie for the fourth time, When she walked away i simply broke down in tears, I cnt stand her. U seemly cnt stand her if u wer me either, if u cn stand her ,mayn, U deserve to be a saint.

I tink she tinks i'm too pretty, So she wants me to see her every morning? Fyne fyne, I tink my parents lurve yur face too.... BITCH BE PREPARED!

Ermmm

2006-08-08T21:03:00.000-07:00

Ermmmm

hey hey, sry i haven updated the blog fer a long time, i had exams okayy? aniwae, my exams have passed, i dun care i have to do better, atleast get to the 20s range in ma class,my birthdae nt magical at all, infact i onli got 2 prezzies, well okay lar,

My cuzzins bought me cake and pizza, And fer present a billabong wallet. dad said he will get me a new fone so yay, Happiness. I have a alot of worries ryte now but i am nt ready to speak to any1 abt it, i dun wan any1 to get worried becos of mie, i dun even trust the ppl i shuld trust, dey dun even wanna to hear to mie, wen i hear to deir probs.

Tomoro the clazz is gng out wif ms RT, Great i cnt go, last time go msia during clazz outing den missed all da fun, jia wei jus called wen i was half way through this post,okay jia wei wut i told u on da fone is a lie. I AM VERI FREE! i was jus nt allowed,since it was suppose to be a movie outing i was nt allowed , telling that on da fone sort of makes me feel dumb,so hopefully u read this post. I am sorry kae?okay dhen bye!

I'm sowie

2006-07-27T06:46:00.000-07:00

I'm Sowie

My mum's home =DDD

I am sowwie appa, I din kno tt my sillyness and craziness, will make u worri i really dun wan to be another burden to u...i am fine, I am jus lil stressed wif skool, i will nt do all the stuffs i wrote in the book, i really promise...I nvr had a intention And nvr will have one,Please belive me, Dun worry abt me, jus makes me feel horrible, Please please please trust mie, It was jus fer fun. aniwae i dun even haf a proper reason to do all those stuffs please appa trust me, i beg u....

I am jus a idiot, i kno my dad will nt read my blog y do i even try....

I promise

2006-07-24T07:06:00.000-07:00

I promise

i really promise, i am gonna be better =), She's better nw, She cming hme soon, I wan here bak faster i really wan her hme, I will nvr let her kno hw i felt wen she was gone, I will Never let her see my tears, I PROMISE. I wil nt be a spoilt brat lyke b4.

My exams are coming soon and i dun seem to be dng sumthn abt it gosh, I dun wann let dem down esp now, Since all this have happend i wanna do better dhen they expected, God i really nid this... I really wann do my best, the best Soul and lyfe, THIS FUKIN MEANS ALOT TO ME, I am telling u all i am gonna slash my wrist if i blow dis,

2moro got tt damn swimming lessons, Gosh i dun wan do doggie paddles >.<...while she was gone the bound between the three of us grew stronger, i tink in a way it hlped, BUT i dun wan her to go away agn, sum ppl dun even understand my problem, maybe they r nt wat i thot dey were, every1 who toks to be abt this, makes me end up emo, I hate crying, i hate showing my weaker side,I wish i din haf any tears to shed, if it wer blood i would appreciate it better. I dun wanna make dem worried abt me. I dun wanna cry infront of them . I will be strong, Atleast i will learn to be a better idiot to myself.

Again I still know i am LYING to myself.

Troubles Keep finding me...

2006-07-21T21:54:00.000-07:00

Troubles keep Finding me

I am worried really worried, I dun wanna let go, I promise i'll be better, I wan her hme wif me right beside me, I wanna her to be there wen i get hme, I dun wanna be home alone, I wanna see her face b4 i sleep, i really want her bka, i promise i'll do better in my exams, i wan HER HOME. God forgive for my errors, I wan HER HOME.

My sister's biggest worry has happen, I dun wan her to cry, so i put on a smile, Inside i know i am LYING.

2006-07-18T04:44:00.000-07:00

Have you feel like there is a whole new person inside of you waiting to come out?

yes,this is the line that Gabriella spoke in the high school musical. And yes is also for the question, I know there is a whole new person inside of me waiting to come out, but mayn i am afraid this person may scare you... I am afraid of accpetion, surprising yet true.

Well i wanna give this whole post to rasyidah, I lurve her =) My litttle angel is wat i can call her, everytime i got a lil bit of problem she'll be there to cheer me up and offer me the best advice, she undertsands my position so nicely and tells me hw to react i really lurve her, I cnt LIVE wifout her... she is lik my personal gurdian angel watching over my every move, making sure i dun cry, make sure i dun make sme dumb mistakes and make sure that i am nt sad =)

Rasyidah I <33 yew

ain't a poser

2006-07-14T23:29:00.000-07:00

Ain't a Poser

i was never a goth or a punk... I ain't liddat, I dun wanna be lik dhem , i wanna be the unique one, goths and punks ain't dhat special animore,Sum nerdy idiot cn be punk jus lyke dressing up lyke dhem and acting lyke dham, same goes for goths, Day whole whole has its own sad story to cry abt... My lyfe is confusing, complicated and has special memories of its own.

My lyfe is nt pure sadness, I haf nice and sweet memories... Nice people to make me feel better, people whom i'd kno who wll be dere fer me EVERYTIME. I am one of a kind.Special. Unique. Stubborn. Partially a Rebel. Liks scars. Blood. Black. DARE i SAY Innocent. DARE i say GUAI. SCaRSTIC[alot]

My skool os okayy, Nid to pull up my sox to da max,I wann do much better i dun wanna let dhem down animore, I dun wanna be the reason fer deir heart to break, i onli wan tears of joy frm me wen da results cme out, Its gonna be a promise i make to myself , i ain't gonna break it, if i do i am gonna slash my wrist.

My home econs tcher seems to lyke my name alot, history wears me down, Literature tcher sings us lullabys, Maths tcher is distracted,tamil cher cnt stop makin me feel bad abt my tamil.I cn handle, hw hard can it be?

I am jus a gurl in dis world, one of a kind, A complete idiot, A fat one, SMILES =/

argh

2006-07-09T03:37:00.000-07:00

SAD

i am sad mayn sad... Sum hurt u deeply by jus ignoring you, i dune even kno y u hate mie, even though u dun make a difference... Y do i bother so much?

Idiot sia i hate myself for being so sensitive,i find mself a bloodi idiot... ARGH, I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate myself....

Quick wrap of the week :

week was fyne...

I went out on wednesdae wif clarice

i went out on fridae wif irah and rasy

BYE, I AM SO HURT

Mood: ZOMBIFIED

2006-07-05T07:47:00.000-07:00

MOOD: Zombified

*pulls hair,Throws things* GERMANY DIN MAKE IT TO DA FINALS! grrr, I CAN BITE U! so many ppl made fun of mui germany 2dae, germany darlinks i still lurve all of u all okay? No matter hw many errors u did i lurve you, Cos thats wat loyal fans do =)

I watched da match and went 2 skool so yesh, VERI tired i had alot of delusions, ask lynnette abt it, she'll hav alot to say, seeing two tchers who looked da sme GEEZ!!! gonna get zombified tomoro oso, wanna watch france vs portugal, I wan portugal to win cos i dun lik the rest of the two teams, If germany was dere a whole new story.

Germany will win thrird placing kae ppl? if u r a germany hater, go away frm ma blog and nvr cme bak, cos i gonna make a germany skin soon, dey lose den lose loh, I STILL LURVE DEM!

week or hell?

2006-07-01T22:12:00.000-07:00

Week or hell?

i had one of those horrible weeks,It totally suked to the core, let me list out the things tt have happend haiz...

1) That danapal complained abt me hair agn....
2) I hate mrs podoski(little nik for my history tcher)
3) my science tcher ish ermmm, WEIRD?
4) English tcher is darn boring suks the life out of all of us...
5) i was having flu and it has jus stopped
6)my mum went down wif illness too, My hse was all wrong
7)germany gave me a scare
8)Bowen Band din get band of da year
9) i hav lost my voice, screamin for germany and the bowen band

yea tts abt it wad a "pleasant week" i had, great ain't it?

Okai it was not all bad,Germany won tts gd ryte? than wadelse ah? yea gdbye brazil and england, GERMANY GET THE WORLD CUP!

okayy...

2006-06-24T11:10:00.000-07:00

i am so sad, i feel that sum1 is avoiding to tok to me, da person keeps hiding it frm mie, but lil bit obvious lar, if onli the person can tell me the reason i will be much much better,

okai sch's gonna open this mondae and my hw ish lik not done mayn, okay nvm i belive i chiong finish it 2moro, hmph...i am jus so sad..i dun even lik writing this post ='(

Germany won the round of 16 match (=, my cousins have moved in wif us,My life ish a mess, the person is killing me, i am blur, i wanna die,i caused this pile of shit to rot,i dunno if i can do dis on my own, i nid support , i wan sum1 to tok wif me , most probly lynnette,huda or farah ='(

SaD

I Have decided

2006-06-22T00:06:00.000-07:00

I have decided

Yes i have deicded to post abt the earlier thingy i toked about,

how do u feel wen u kno sum1 forgot yew? u've seen each other now and den yet dey act as if u nvr seen seen them since the middle ages, we've toked now n den in msn , yet u ppl are so pathic sia, simply pathetic,

You assumingly got carried away wif ur daily activities maybe, but that gives u no proper reason, every1 has got their own lives, dat means u r trying to tell me u will onli rmbr ppl and rmbr abt them if u c them every dae or tok wif dem everyday, argh, shall nt say anithin lers...

Aniwae i gfound this cute video on football watch it if u haf e tyme k?:

http://www.msn.com.hk/adidassg/Default.asp

Ps: dun ask me who is these ppl in da post ty =)

hye

2006-06-20T22:10:00.000-07:00

This Freakinly Sux

Okies on fridae i went on wif mum and sis to retrn sum overdued lib bks and den after dat go see see tm lols, Den i and mui sis take neoS, haha we wrote on the neoS, dat germani rox and tt we <3 klose muahahas =)

okai b4 i tell u wad sux i will tell u abt my weekend,i go visit baby althea =), The adorable darlink gal, so small and sweet =)

Then sundae i go granparents hse for father's day =), jus go slack and read the bk i borrowed frm da lib there, den tts all lah my weekends..Mondae got stooopid gg went for that i din ply notti,den tuesdae yesterdae was spent wisel wif mui darlink sister yesterdae, both of us go lib together and do sme studying and homeworking, Miracles happend i din feel distracted till 2hours passed, by them abt 3/4 of my tamil hw was dne, nt bad , shuld consider the lib for studying =) nw quite lil hw left and yes dng hw on heymath sux, rather haf it in ws MAN!!!! its so wat the fuk!!!!!!!! typing the square root and stuff sux to da core, jus get pissed nias...

Okai , i am planning to post sumthn in ma nxt post tt mite hurt sum ppl's feelings and ermmm shuld i hurt dem? i dun haf deir name's down dere but dey'll kno its dem wen dey read it, i juz feel i shuld post it up, its mui blog ryte? sumtymes even my blog is unreliable, sum unexpected ppl pop by nw and den, dey can be ppl who shuld nt be viewin mui blog, *hmph*

Aniwae klose darlinkk Jia you, ur bad dae has ended, lurve ur bak flip, incase sum ppl dunno, GERMANI WON, all those who thot and predicted tt ecuador will win go FLY KITE!!!and sum ppl who sae germany wins by luk, wad do u haf to sae abt this? Germani won wif 3 goals difference and two wer scored by my klose =) and one more by podolski, ballack was man of the match hehe, Klose babii u gt ur magical touch bak

Pix =)

2006-06-17T02:07:00.001-07:00

Okai in a few hours i will be out of da hse ahahax.. tell u more wen i am bak,This poost is mainly to post the pictures of mui stuffs, Okai i took picture of mui 3 tees and mui bag onli, the grass monster and mui mood ring refused to pose, so i left them alone =) ,

Copy Below to view pic:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v240/
unknowness/IMG_5351.jpg

END OF POST

germany

2006-06-15T00:11:00.000-07:00

Germany

Germany played fairly okai yesterdae, dey nid to get the act up 2gether, geez, Klose had a bad day, So did Podoloski and BALLACK, i hated the announcer guy saying tt ballack din do any magic in da game, i agree he din score any goals but hey it could have been worser wifout him, No offence though,

Okai yesterdae i went to Msia, Crazi shopAthon, Bought 2 Billabong Tees ,one roxy tee, mood ring, GrassMonster lols and one before the nightmare bag, Finally i will nt be using my sister's red small adidas bag, ahahax she will e happy... Ahahaha, i cme bak ard 10pm liddat and still watched germany play lols, Addiction to football, A total yaya =)

Lazy to write more hahaz, maybe will ut pictures of mui stuffs, my dad took the camera out so later den only pictures kk? gd bubye!

oow kae

2006-06-13T05:37:00.000-07:00

So wassup?

todae my whole skin went bonkers wen i tried to add music, the real slow loads and stuff man i was fustrated after that i discovered my cbozx was da culprit, after that i did all sort of funni things and fixed it bahz.. suddenly miss choosy gal here din lik my old skin anymore =)

What did i do? i whipped up a whole new skin =) hope all of you all like it, i tink it is nice and describes wat i feel rite now, empty nia tts wad i feel ... Why purply? well its mui blog, mui life, so i dun nid to answer that =)..... And yes this skin was done entirely by myself and computer programmes (duh!) and the music onli nt mine *grins*

Okai got football todae, 3am brazil playin ahahax mus c if dey can bet mui germani <3, and yea tomoro gng to msia yays *screams fun*, And sry class that i cnt cme tomoro, i am so so sry, this msia thingy was planned way ahead of the class outing, Plus family means more to me, No offence i still luv 1e3... Ciao!

Wad Da Ermmm

2006-06-12T04:02:00.000-07:00

Its About time

okai its abt time i updated mui blog here,alot of things happend on thursdae and friday, was nearly out the whole day on both day until bak hme at 9+++ each day,

On thursdae had mrs soh's bbq,ermmm the rain actualli sort of spoiled our dae at mrs soh's , oh so luxurious condo i am jealous XD....we had alot of fun esp me,Ika and Lydia...Okay maybe we r nt so close and wer nt close, but we had sme gd time dng mischeif together hehe...

At first, me and ika go wondering on our own den, ika wan go to da loo, dere i "discovered" a door... and behind the door was a sauna, and i went in, u kno i am a veri curious person muahahax...ika on da other lil bit nervous, so she say go out lors...Den i din leave tt matter at rest, we saw Lydia and sort of dared her to go in wif us, at first wen dia entered she thot was nth will nt b so hot de ... after dat bit by bit the heat go up nia.. we all so hot but earlier we sat stay inside for 15mins den go out, so we all control, we breathe oso near the nose darn hot, came out we all sweatting lyke ell!!!

haha after that i took sme pics of mrs soh and mrs soh was lyke nice nice one den u keep, nt nice delete and dat she dun wan her pictures on da net ahahaz.. but sadly most of pictures got deleted by mui dad by accident haiz… sad nia.. nvm…okai

the next dae I went to Lynnette’s hse for her bday, we had a lot of un, her hse damn big and cool nias.. yet we decided to hang ard at her rm and the balcony, toking crap… onli me, huda and Sx went to her hse… fun =) tokin crap and playing craps…Den go cycling and stuff…man after tt she cut cake den we went bak hme.. her dad drove us to diff destination and sent me to ang mo kio interchange cos as u kno mui hse too far ler to send hme lols…after tt I go hme watch football yays…germani won.. Klose rules MAN!!!!!

The world cup, whr legends ar born and discovered =), Gonna go crazi abt football yea!

Mood: CHOOSY

2006-06-07T08:34:00.000-07:00

Mood: Veri CHOOSY

i cnt decide wat to wear for tomoro haiz sad, sobx.. suddenly i got no clothes at all liddat man man, hopefully i manage to get myself together eh?

Okai juz nw at abt 6 i went out wif irah fer fun, den we walk walk, den we saw this kute little black kitty...it was veri small, okay so irah plyed wif it and asked he rmum if she could keep it her mum said no cos oreadi had a kitty sobx... so we got it a box and food and left it dere sad sad...

Okai i gotts tune in, second post todae, so nt long oso i dun care =P

PostEremm

2006-06-07T01:28:00.000-07:00

And So

i am living with the computer =) Its so fun, So much to do soo much to see, my own little fairytale world, wif only minor imperfecions, okai i am gng koko

I lurvin my com to peices...It rox kae? haha aniwae tomoro gt 6/Ho gathering but i dunno wat to wear lols... and y do i even care lols... My holidae hw is piling up and i am nt even dng them ahahax nvm shall do it over the week ends...*promises to self* okai wadelse???

okai i juz watched a movie quite nice lah...ermmm and feeling abit slpy and empty, nt happi nt sad kinda empty lols, is that bad or gd ah??? i dunno bah... this post really nth to say so buaiz!

alot to say

2006-06-05T21:55:00.000-07:00

-Alot too say but so little space-

Yesh alot of things have happend maybe cos long time since lazi porky pig me updated my blog? ahahax, never mind will keep ya'll updated kk?

My sister left for her 3 days trip to Msia, I din miss her haha =) kinda fun wifout her lols, i am so evil, okai my darlink sis got for me a cool top, i really luv it kae? Wo ai ni <3 *muacks* ahaha she bought alot of chocs man i am gonna stuff myself and get fatter den i am now ahahax never lah lil bit luxury will nt hurt ryte??? Lolx

Okai den yesterdae went out wif sum of my sec skool darrlinks... ShuTing, Jia wei and Shuxian, had fun, me and shuxian bought sumthn for Lynnette X) Yay nettes burfdaes is coming *does happi dance* haiz incase u haven notice, nette is my sec skoll bestfren, she rawks bowen sec =) crazi, wacky and kutie...

Okai, Alot of things have happened and i have learned sum valuable lessons frm em... Lyfe has alot to give and way more to lose, appreciate wadever was given and dun complain wen it goes away, cos u kno it will nt last foreva =) Yay world cup is coming oooh yea, the once in a four years craze over football

Germani rox to da core, esp, Klose and oliver khan <3> BEST!!! GO GERMANY

ThePost

2006-05-30T20:05:00.000-07:00

ooowkae...

i have been avoiding the net for dunn0 wad idiotic reason oso...i jus feel that everytime i go online i feel sad, but actualli i am happi yet sad,a very very complicated feeling *hmph*

Yesterdae(30th May) i went out wif ma family for swimming,as my close frens and family members know i cnt swim wakakaz...so i practicalli soaked, dere came a stranger who asked if she could swim wif our family ermmmm, but wen we saw her swim she lik veri da pro lohs,So my dad and sis say i cnt swim and dat their swimming veri lan,after that we juz played ard and secretly watched her swim, muahahax,After that my sis helped me ask tt person if she could teach me some basic stuff on swimming so i could ermmm swim...okai i din quite get it rite but i think i overall improved after dat session...

okai recently i feel a little forgotton and neglected by ermmm almost everyone, so ppl hear dis, i nid attention='(, it seems tt i dun exist in some people's lyfe animore...

wadde

2006-05-26T05:32:00.000-07:00

My marks sucked
i shall not talk about that now,Than my mind will go through the bitterness agn...Okai i am pretty sad cos i am being misunderstood by sum ppl nvm that, i am sad cos got gg every frdae even though holidae loh =(

Well todae i baddie loh skip gg wakakas...i dun care and guess wad i dun wanna care.Todae i had a veri gd chat wif Jia wei and xiang yi and the conversation is still dere wakakas...wadeva lahs..I feel like typing wadeva all over this post...but tt would be dumb spam waste of my freakin energy...

I'm thinking slpin for veri long tonite real long,very very long...I know u get wad i mean,i dun wish to make my feeling more obvious...

memories

2006-05-24T06:39:00.000-07:00

I dunno wad to write so i'll jus do a poem....

The memories dey r fading,
I feel so dumb for keeping
yew dere that long,I'll let
Yew off,Fly away...

The cage door mite shut,
cos the tears are coming down,
was it truly my stupidity?
Or was it ur fault 2?

I dun care animore,
I will move on lik you did,
i kno u nvr knew me,
even this does'nt matter animore

*unknowness*

This poem is random i don't kno y i wrote it here O.o

Wrap

2006-05-22T04:22:00.000-07:00

This will b a quick wrap up on things tt happen to mui (=

-Thursdae
Went out wif clarice,Farah and Huda To take neoprints and then met six other class gals and took neoprint wif them oso,big lesson learned never +To take Neoprint wit 10 people+

-Fridae
Mainly slacked the day =))

-Sat
Went to visit a newborn to the family, shu cute and adorweble, Looked pinkiish ahahax,And her older sister whom is 3 played wif mui =) We plyed building blocks and i played wit her pet bird "Charlie" and i din plae wif "eden" cos it bites,SHE SHOO CUTE!!!

-Sun
Family DAE!!! We went for our family tradition, E big walk...The four of r unstoppable =P muahaha!!We walked and we walked and took alot of pix, fun fun fun =)I luv me family =)

End of my quick wrap up =)

Erm

2006-05-18T07:43:00.000-07:00

The happi days which dun last foreva
The smiles the pictures brought to us
The memories it will brg to us...
The world seemed so small...

One Dae i'm sure it'll all end,
When issit gonna happen???
Thats all you need to bother
about...

Becoz da happi dae u had todae
ain't true, The sad truth u
learned todae,it ain't true
Wad you will learn 2moro is
everything...

owaes treasure your 2moro,
it has alot to brg
and much more to lose

*Unknowness**

la

2006-05-17T04:39:00.000-07:00

Eermmm...I am bored todae

xams r finalli over really veri happi abt that i can stick wit my com << foreva ="P">>> haha crappi,i am excited abt 2moro...Tomoro's da dae =)

Ermm not goona sae wad it is thoughs thats for me to know and for you to find out haha, Crap lah i...This post is mega short more info on 2moro's post, Byes!

wadevasial

2006-05-11T21:04:00.000-07:00

The Past has become a chain of thot.
The future is dark and drained,
The sun is never gonna rise,
Yet why are you nt here Yet

Alot of things haf been bothering me recently,mainly bad grades but i KNOW i can do better...
Must stop my slack attack, Lynnette be happi SMile always u will always b my bestest fren =)
i am sad and depressed for the first time i am using the word depressed in ma blog haiz...mother's day coming do wat??? this blog post is messed up i know..

I am messed up and screwed nth to say xcept for tt:
I am a dumb,idiotic,nonsense of stupid asses( and NO u r nt allowed to scold me tt)

dumbin out.

watcha

2006-04-28T01:09:00.000-07:00

I am so stressed and depressed i dunno why but i don't lik the world animore...Its seems so unfair and too challenging me...

First horrible thing tt happend to me,i flopped my maths class test on algebra....

Second thingy,I din even rmbr my sci tcher teaching mixture and compounds and it is told tt he taught tt? maybe i copied notes under elements....

3 most horrid thingy...SOME BLOODI FUKIN IDIOTIC PERSON BROKE MY D&T... i am simply pissed and hurt,I left my d7t workpeice accidentalli under my tamil class table so e nxt morning i told my tamil tcher to take care of it for me till my lesson,And on tt day sumwhr b4 i came some idiotic ppl broke it... and my tamil tcher said she heard some noise...i am truly disappointed in her but i could'nt blame her, it was'nt her itchy finger, Aniwae for e ppl who spoiled my work : HEY U BLOODI IDIOT U TOTALLI SUCK!!! BTW HW DID U TAKE E SWITCH OUT? MY DNT TEACHER COULD NT EVEN TAKE IT OUT WIF A HAMMER,aniwae now to giv u all some of my "blessings", May wadeva u do wind u up in trouble, And if u r dng e n'lvls or O lvls plz fail it =)...Becos u fukin idiots jus broke my 8 weeks of work... even tho u din detrey e wood u murdered my plastic which i did for 3 whole god damn weeks!!! may my plastic haunt u foreva...

i know i am being bit too harsh but i cannot hlp it....I got to redo it nw maybe nid stay bak everydae after sch or something liddat FUCK LAR!!! and i got my drama assessment cmin and nth is dne i nid to stay behind for tt and i got geo test next week,....and got Xtra lessonz...waaaaaaahs i wan to cry rite now!!! i haf nvr been as angry i am now, trust me if someone comes up to me and tells me dey broke it, they r soo dead...i am gonna kill em thro n thro, Hear me nw if i eva find out who u r...Ur happi go lucki world is gonna become a living ell

New hair?

2006-04-20T06:25:00.000-07:00

Last weekend was very interesting lol...I went out wif Asirah and rayidah,Make new specs and lastly rebonded my hair....Yes you read it correctly i rebonded my hair...My curls? They are gone big time =) But i miss them lah but wad to do i hate dem =P

exam is coming soon i need to pull up my sox esp for my math....Science is surprisingly okay nw.. tamil is failing me bit by bit,guess i started to slack in alot of things tis year..Must stop slackin..

Aniwae i will tok more abt my hair rebonding thingy..We went to bishan to rebond my hair it was indeed a bloodi long process,I sat there lik shit for dunno hw mani hours but it was worth it lah...After tt we go J8,My sister had her third hole peirced at e top,quite cool, And n0 i din peirce mine,And no i dun haf a second hole.wen my sis peirc3 her ear at 77 street, I saw he coolest bIllabong sling i fell in luv wif it..waaaaaaaaaaah i want it sooo bad,but it costs 60++ , i cannot afford parents surely will think twice de ,i really want it soo bad,*i must save*

Me Feelin

2006-04-07T04:37:00.000-07:00

The Hidden Sadness
That Crawls up to you
When you least expect it
Makes you cry,Makes
It seem so hurting

Is it true that there
Is sadness,Waiting to
come through me?

All those Books in the
Shelve that annoy you
And Hurt you,
Yet you can't stop
Reading them...

Hey all me bloggy readers...I am so sry for nt posting for so long...I was trying to aviod usingda computer since my results were'nt exactly so gd..i am pretty successful i guess <3 Life is kae ..term 2 is slightly more stressful then term 1 ... I miss primary sch!!! Wen i used to haf frenz who respected me unlike SOMEONE.... Who use ppl stuff and tak U for granted, Idiotic iz da word!!! thinkin abt tt bloodi person makes me puke blood... I dun care if the person reads this , But i am truly angry...

I Don't hold anithin against her... I Just think tt she cannot b trusted animore... I nid sometime to think if she is worth all the memories soon to cme....I just NEED TIME!!! Wounds dun heal tt fast u kno?

I Lub Lynnette,Farah, Huda and HAMSTER!!!(Jia min)...Dey rock me sec sch life! And nt forgetting my greatest rocker of all times, The one always dere 4 mui!!! ASIRAH!!!!( My Toiletbooowl!! hehehee) thats the end of this post... P3ace and Lub all!

Thoughts...

2006-03-18T00:53:00.000-08:00

This Holiday caused me to ponderabout things that should least me bothering me right now...To people it may seem that i din think abt anything but den everytime i watch tv and ply on ma computer alot of thoughts raced through my mind....

First of alli thought,Why was i born?Why was i given this luxurious life,When all those out there are suffering in many ways and sometimes i complain about this life i've got... This is a Gift i got from god yet i dun seem appreciative enough to prove to god,that i was worth being born, Instead i complain over the minor imperfections i've go in life... Look at My blogskin give it a good stare...

Okay Maybe the words up there got a whole new chapter out there,I feel lonely and miserable becos i nvr get to voice out my feelins i juz sometimes luff off my burden,Which is simply not good in the long run in life...I've got a sister yes i know,But she can backfire and times so can my close frens...I just cannot trust ppl yet( No offence) .I don't think that everyone who seems t like me really likes me,i think deep down inside some of dem got alot of hatred for me...

Okies i shall stop about my thoughts for today...Well Today is my Sister's Bday....So, Happy 20th Birthday! Fyi...Your no longer a Teenager waahahahaha!!! Sorri i din get u anithin but e layout...I din kno wad to get u and was lil bit broke =P Bye!

Trip To Malaysia

2006-03-15T06:34:00.000-08:00

Today ,My mum,Sis and I went 2 Jb...We shopped like hell we go walk in circles and all lame hehe..making lame jokes in the process oso...I bought myself a cool new bag =) A new Handphone Keychain,Earring,and pants...

I will Give breif description of e stuffs...My Bag is mainly black and has blue here and there....Keychain is white wif a fluffy ball and butterfly (the butterfly has some handwork done on it)The earring is circle and black,Yes i used to have exactly one like this but i lost one,so i bought it to replace. The Pants is 3-questers and is Khaki Coloured

yes i LOVE my bag ... YES i LOVE my keychain ... YES i LOVE earring ... YES i LOVE my pants! okies i think thats it for now lil bit tired...

The Girl At the Window

2006-03-14T17:47:00.000-08:00

The Girl At the Window

Girl watched out the window
Seeing summer sunshines
And Bitter storms

With no reaction,The breeze
Made her cold and the
sun made her warm,
the way her life went was quiet

One day she forgot,why
she was there and Poof
she disappeared....

*Unknowness*

No STICKY PAWS!!!

So Dear

2006-03-12T21:42:00.000-08:00

Wif Memory so dear
Events so Sure
My thoughts so pure with
Your Broken smile which
Enlightens my Days....

Now so far,Will it be the same?
I know it could'nt be
I know,That you have'nt forgotten
The day which i went away

I know This was'nt meant to be
Yet it has happend,wad should i do?
I miss ur smiles...

*unknowness*

Thats the end of my poem haha...I had lots of fun and sorrow this week...Sorrow My marks sucked like hell!!! And happiness Asirah's bDay!!! yay!!! we celebrated it sooo fun!!! we sprayed each other wifth water and stuff play play play like hell!!!..Than it rained we got stuck,Voideck oso get wet sia..dan we saw a drain the water pour like fountain we go use our legs walk walk on it soo cooling and nice haha!!! den ply in puddles splash splash ...Well i than later kenna scolded for getting so bloodi wet but hey it was worth it =)

Lalala,Falalala

2006-03-04T22:31:00.000-08:00

I am back..Recently Had my common tests...geez I still got last paper tomoro(Monday)...Yay Last paperz!!!*Jumps for joy*School is okay but i still DON'T like BOWEN!!! Nvm abt bowen...Nowadays i am no longer alone at e foyer....I and JiaWei made a deal to wait for each other at e bus-stop...Now Ivana is being drived to sch by JiaWei's dad..Which is double fun since got 2 ppl =) yays...

I think i shuld have done okay for my tests...Hopefully i don't Fail any subjects. I just discovered somethings in life that sometimes people don't respect people even though they hav very gd intentions....I guess i have done this mistake alot of times....Now i feel that i am idiotic for not respecting those people ( esp,Ma,pa and my sis). I feel so guilty. I guess i am stubborn,But hey its in my blood.

I am gonna go broke as this month has alot of b'days....1st bday is Asirah's,Second my sis and thirdly and my New secondary sch fren Huda whom i am veri close to....I really dunno wad to get for dem and Asirah is celebrating her bday on nxt sat and my tamil tcher planned some workshop for us i dunno wad to do now...Asirah seemed veri disappointed...God Please let the worksop be cancelled....

Yesterdae me,Asirah and Rayidah went to Bedok lib, borrowed books and ate in McD....We took photos wif our hp...And i sabo them by taking a video wen dey wer getting ready to take e pic..the wind blowed at tt time and added more fun to it =P THANKS WIND!!! And Rasyidah had troubles opening chilli sauce and she had to go hme at 3,the time den was 2.45....So we told her to call her mum and say "ma,i cannot open chilli sauce so i will be late" lols...obviously she din do it lols...haha Thats it for 2dae bye!

Hey

2006-02-24T06:10:00.000-08:00

Long time since i posted i know been very busy lately haven been online as often bahz....so sad i miss my com soooo bad sia!!!i am enjoying every bit of it now =D...sch's kae....

I flopped sci argh!!! My sci suked...till today wen we sat for another class test i passed yays..but 57% only..but hey its a gd start (=yays...I got a new HANDPHONE....yays thx to my sis =D Life is pretty much like a routine now a days....it is nt as exciting as b4 haiz....

On monday during assembly so crap loh,so it went like that,every monday we read newspaper @ sch so,i sat beside Lynette in the parade square as usual DUH...and like wen we wer reading the teacher suddenly cme to me and took my bag and drag it infront ARGH...i was gonna sue her if my billabong bag tore and i mean it,luckily my bag survived it....and she called me and her move right infront....later we gave her blur looks cos we knew we din tok at all. She told us that we wer SQUEEZY!!!! like wad da hell if i was squeezy i gt my own mouth FYI i can tok we had ALOT of space we juz choosed nt to open up out papers BIG BIG!!!!i dun even kno her but yet she made me feel lik i did sumthn wrong argh!!!

Well thats it for now...common test cming up must do well =) And Hope you all like this layout dne by me =)

Heyyy

2006-02-07T00:25:00.000-08:00

Nutty About me =D

Hey hey! So crap loh...cos i feeling too crappy =P Ms Aarthi Made us play a game called Gurdian Angel and we suppose to anyhow pick someone's index number frm a bag and i got a boi argh... I am so unlucky this year..maybe this yr the year of e dog and i dun get along eh? yea maybe maybe haiz haiz...i feel that i changed alot, i am no longer the loud spoken gal i used to be,always making noise during lessons(nt in da bad sense) i feel so quiet and to myself...I will jus have to keep it that it is the change for good

I want a Handphone so bad )= waahs,flip flop leh plz plz? *thick skin* I cannot even decide how i feel...Todae morning i felt crappy luffed my way to sch..mum thot i xiao,lols,Than at sch i felt so moody...din even tok alot...so unlikely of meeeeeeee....now feelin noisy and slpy wan go Zzzzzzzzz hehe bye!

The hidden river beneath the mountain grass knows her utmost secrets

hey!

2006-02-02T01:07:00.000-08:00

Changes

hey Hope you all out there like the new layout..i keep my old one for months,i had major problems wif blogskins..it opened up and than after few secs it closes...todae i had my last attempt at it...and yay i manage to scram and click on this layout it pretty great matches my feelings abt parting my crazi primary sch fwens...Haha and the designa are nice man i am lucki =D rite after i got it my window closed heng ar i saved it!

My life is okai..just getting annoyed people ard me u have no idea your getting me annoyed jus wait for my royal tantrums went i throw ir at ya,i DUN ever take it bak...i am juz watching wad i am gonna say...one more bit till i burst...Everyone maybe blur wad e hell i am tokin...But soon people out dere will find out,precisely some oreadi kno y....if u kno y dun PUSH it...

I just dun wanna mak an impression that i am a person who likes picking up petty fights...Well obviously i am NOT and NEVER will be that kinda person..I dun wan to let ppl judge me rite now....Some people alreadi judged me haha..but in the gd way as in i am GUAI =D thats all for now bye!